I apologized sincerely to my friend. I had no idea that any little thing I say to someone could hurt her. She still doesn't know what to say to me, but I'm sure everything will get back to normal.
Now I feel like shit because I've lost weight. I've been trying to get to 190lbs. for the past half year. I was staying at 175 lbs for a long time and all of a sudden I lost 10 pounds. Fucking Hell. I workout almost everyday and can't get any bigger and I see fools who are stacked and only work out once a month, it really doesn't seem fair. Oh well.
I started trying to record again, I really want to get a band together. However, I know no one around here that I would want to be in band with. Next time I write in this journal I'm not going to be bitching, I'll be in a good mood tomorrow.
Now I feel like shit because I've lost weight. I've been trying to get to 190lbs. for the past half year. I was staying at 175 lbs for a long time and all of a sudden I lost 10 pounds. Fucking Hell. I workout almost everyday and can't get any bigger and I see fools who are stacked and only work out once a month, it really doesn't seem fair. Oh well.
I started trying to record again, I really want to get a band together. However, I know no one around here that I would want to be in band with. Next time I write in this journal I'm not going to be bitching, I'll be in a good mood tomorrow.
niobe:
I am sorry you are in a bad mood. I hope this will help you feel better: You're set on SB is hot. Very nice. Excellent job. 
