Trying to wake myself

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I havent touched my guitars in a year, havent recorded anything in at least 2. When I hit 40 and realized it was too late for anything I went into sleep mode. The more I tried the worse things seemed to get. I thought I could hide or find strength in my music. In retrospect that was foolish and arrogant (honestly verging on retarded). I...
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smelker81:
@stephencreative although I do appreciate the sentiment I am past the expiration date. I turned 42 this year and spent 8 years of what would have been my "prime" working as a sound guy for local cover bands who made more in one night than I ever have doing my own music. Self doubt was 20yrs ago, this is just acceptance. I am fully aware of the brain rot that is tick tock but my inner libertarian just sits back and understands my time was long ago and this isnt for me. I will be returning to music in the coming months but it wont be at the rate I was going at with those older videos. If you have the energy left then challenge your dreams. As for myself, I am a relic from a time past. I havent touched my guitar in over a year now so I will have my work cut out for me
stephencreative:
The 2nd best thing to do is as you plan on doing. Making music for yourself.
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