sluttysadclown

I need booze not now but right now

I was in rare form last night...I was chugging beer like my life depended on it...and my belly never got full! I went down to see my friend Bobby in North Canton last night....we where drinking alot at this one bar which put me in a really good mood....then guess who walks in???? THE EX...it was weird and awkward cause my dumb friend called her over....I wanted to just walk out and drive home. Her friend Corrie kept giving me mean looks...*stab kill death*.
I always wondered what it would be like to run into my ex...now I know......then we left and went to another bar....this really really cute girl Erica who is cousins with my friend Rico was flirting with me which made me feel better about myself.

I hate how every recent journal entry has been about girls and dating...I can write about so much more, I think I might start doing that....now

I'm going over my friends tonight then goin to the bars in Akron which should be fun....playing with turntables before I go out always gets me pumped to drink. I've been buying alot of records as of late..I'm not that good as I want to be but I'm progressivly getting better and more comfortable playing. I started to learn 2 years ago....but quit 6 months into it...I'm starting to get back to where I was when I quit but I don't think I'll stop this time around. I don't think I'll ever be good enough to play out, even if I did get that good I'm not sure if I want to....I kinda like playing for myself and when I'm around my friends.....

oh yeah some old guy called me Numb Nuts today when I was driving....I can't win...

Thank you everyone that wished me a Happy Birthday!!!!....thats just awesome