slut_free_youth

she shows up to my door, wearing her number 81 pajama pants and her powder blue tank top. her hair is pulled up like she just jumped out of bed, in fact. she did. i am just starting to wake up and she knows the times my alarm clock rings. she knows i love my hot chocolate in the morning, and particulary this morning, i...
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so i got to see all the developed pictures from the weekends shoot... holy crap... i was looking at them.. and all i could think..

is that me? .... it couldn't be...

it's amazing what happens when you look at yourself from a different view. i was very impressed... for those who don't know the theme...
first set
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fucking. amazing.
that's all i can say about my weekend in massachusetts.

holy shit. music overload. bands everywhere. people everywhere. i met the greatest people over the weekend.

i feel a million times better. i'm on medication, i'm a little skeptical, but i'm okay with it. but i think when i get out and truly enjoy the fresh air... that's when i feel the best....
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i'm going to the doctors today, before i head to massachusetts for the big weekend of music... i need to get checked out...
there is this on-going battle that is occuring inside my body. my mind is jumbled. i'm always drifting. when i wake up from what i assume is a good dream, i can't remember it. and i'm sickened by it. i have no...
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homesick.

great weekend overall. kudos to the great people i met, and im sure i will see them in the near future.
it was weird, i pulled out my bag that i packed my clothes up with, and i found a picture of an old friend... deb. it was from our senior prom. so insane, really. brought back a lot of memories, and i started laughing...
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its supposed to be sunny this weekend, and rain on monday.

i love this place. jaime and i drove to montrose today, and sat in the empire cafe for almost four hours...

she sat there. smoking marlboro ultra lights, moving the silver box around the table, drinking some of the best espresso ever, with her red retro sunglasses, and her red corvette lipgloss. her hair,...
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so i was walking badda-bing, my beautiful bengal, this morning... because im a weirdo and i walk him on a leash

and this crazy security officer that drives around our houses stops, gets out, he has this groucho marx type mustache, and asks "can i take a picture of you and your cat? i have never seen anyone walk a cat, and my wife will...
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things keep looking brighter.

new amina... and jessika .. ouch.

april and i went to this tanning place... eek. april loves tanning salons, i hate them.. but since she had a free guest pass, i figured.. "hell, im pale... let's try this"... I went into the "Magic 360".. and holy crapola batman... that shit was frightening. its a tanning bed thats suppose to reduce...
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so the show last night was.. orgasmic.

of faith and fire (skull fuckin fabulous band might i add) did an awesome set. the best part was when lindsay messed up on her bass after i screamed "lets make babiesssss" ha ha.. good times.
weirding way was amazing, as per usual. they had their sound effects guy there and they did a lot of the samples...
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