slut_free_youth

so im a shmuck.. and have had walls of jericho stuck in my head all day long... damn people and their cds on repeat...
these two songs are so much fun to dance to and scream the words with...

theres no i in 'fuck you'

here i am, a poster board pinup for you to hate.
somewho once cared now nothing is holding me back.
i am no more an image of what you thought i should be
the choice you made and forced upon me
so go on and hate me if you must, but honestly...
i dont give a fuck
with my friends by my side i can get through anything
with you on my side, we can destroy everything
for those who continue to compare to this false idea
what do you expect from me? think i am..
a poster board pinup for you to love
you dont hate me, you hate the person you think i am.
a poster board pinup for you to hate
what you may see on the outside might no hold true to your heart,
so here i am, the real deal take it or not
like i said before
i. dont. give. a. fuck.

thanks for the memories

a friendship that slowly deteriorates.
a hand that pushes us apart
i rememver when you were the one that i would turn to
when nothing you had thought was wrong
we were the invincible ones
thanks for the memories now that you're gone
what the fuck should i think when you let everything get in your way
so much holds you down so much holds you back
are you the same?
maybe ive changed
now we're stuck together and our hatred grows
stronger for each other, and it tears me apart
knowing you are fucked in the head
and everything is all for you
and fuck me for caring and for sticking around
fuck you for holding me down
we were the invincible ones
what went wrong?


hm yeah, nothing productive today.. this new cat is sick as fuck and its crap. uhm.. what else.. oh.. my cat monster likes to chew on everthing, but wont take a rawhide bone, so hm... right now he is chewing onmy zipup.. making holes in it.. bad kittie.. tisk...
start my new job monday. im stoked. *shakes booty* i got these cute outfits for work, and getting my hair done on sunday. woohah coley owns for helpin me out and going shoppin with me to get workstuff.


ohh im so happy, susan is taking communications with me next semester, oh man... its ali baba, the flap-flap cow with mad moo disease... season 2! ya baby.

im going back to bed. im tired.

i need amputation folks. come on now.