Hey everyone out there. I hope y'all are having a great Super Bowl Sunday. Even if your team didn't win. I was pulling for the Cardinals and they came up short. Cost me a little money to a couple of friends. But they had a great year and it is good to see the little guys get to the big game. Now if my favorite team the New Orleans Saints could just get there.
I wanted to talk about something that I have figured out about myself. I have just come upon this and I don't know if its bothering me or not. But since I feel the need to discuss it, it must be having some effect. It is the fact that I am becoming more and more solitary in my life. I am finding that I am enjoying doing things alone I have always been somewhat reclusive. But I also always liked doing things with friends and having someone in my life. But I am starting to feel like those thing don't interest me. I don't know how this has happened. My last relationship didn't go as planned. I was hesitant to let her in at the start. Then I did and we spent a lot of time together and then she walked away. Which it is not completely away because I still see her sometimes, such as she just came into my bar the other day. But I don't want to get into that. We all have one of those stories. Something that is twisted and disorienting and we all know the answers but don't want to face them. But my dilemma, I guess, is that I don't care to be around anyone. I was a a party today for the Super Bowl. I was in a house with 40 or 50 of my friends. And though I talked and took part in the festivities, I found myself thinking I should have just stayed away and been alone. It is definitely something to think about.
Album of the Day- Famous by Puddle of Mudd
Quote of the Day- "People drain me, even the closest of friends, and I find loneliness to be the safest state in the union to live in."- Margaret Cho
Hope all are well.
I wanted to talk about something that I have figured out about myself. I have just come upon this and I don't know if its bothering me or not. But since I feel the need to discuss it, it must be having some effect. It is the fact that I am becoming more and more solitary in my life. I am finding that I am enjoying doing things alone I have always been somewhat reclusive. But I also always liked doing things with friends and having someone in my life. But I am starting to feel like those thing don't interest me. I don't know how this has happened. My last relationship didn't go as planned. I was hesitant to let her in at the start. Then I did and we spent a lot of time together and then she walked away. Which it is not completely away because I still see her sometimes, such as she just came into my bar the other day. But I don't want to get into that. We all have one of those stories. Something that is twisted and disorienting and we all know the answers but don't want to face them. But my dilemma, I guess, is that I don't care to be around anyone. I was a a party today for the Super Bowl. I was in a house with 40 or 50 of my friends. And though I talked and took part in the festivities, I found myself thinking I should have just stayed away and been alone. It is definitely something to think about.
Album of the Day- Famous by Puddle of Mudd
Quote of the Day- "People drain me, even the closest of friends, and I find loneliness to be the safest state in the union to live in."- Margaret Cho
Hope all are well.
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chroi:
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