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Yeah, so even though I won't hear anything about that chem job until the end of the week at the earliest, I'm already thinking about what I'm going to do if I don't get it. I really like it here - seems like a cool place. And it's a LOT warmer here than VT. But there are NO FUCKING JOBS. I look on-line almost every day, I went around and asked at a lot of different stores, I've e-mailed, I've even CALLED, and I hate calling. This job at UNCA is the only good thing I could find. If I tried really, really hard, I might be able to get a job waiting tables. But seeing as how I despise waiting tables, and actually any job that involves dealing with the general public, I'm thinking that it would be better to go back to Vermont. At least for a little while. Then I could look into moving to Boston. I have a friend who works for some pharm. company around there - maybe he could hook me up with something.

Anyway, I'm overthinking things again. I'm being positive about this job, I really am. I've been reading all of the journal articles I could get my hands on that are put out by the UNCA department that's hiring. So if I do go in for an interview, I can be all like "I read this article you published about whatever, and it's totally fascinating." It actually is kind of interesting, but I just want them to know that I really, really want this job.

I've started eating better, and haven't felt sick for two whole days!