well i had a shitty day.
first my counselor basically told me he believes im faking my condition so i can get paid and noy have to work. hey asshole if you listend to what ive told you im not getting any money at all right now
then my wife told me she is going to spokane with her parents for new years eve. i...
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first my counselor basically told me he believes im faking my condition so i can get paid and noy have to work. hey asshole if you listend to what ive told you im not getting any money at all right now
then my wife told me she is going to spokane with her parents for new years eve. i...
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what the fuck is up with this whole anti christmas thing going on. i am in no way some religious fanatic (besides weddings and funerals ive only been to a church service once in my life) but its starting to piss me off. lately im hearing a lot about different areas banning christmas trees from state buildings, children not being able to sing christmas carrolls...
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snaggle_puss:
I am highly offended. 
lecia:
so does mine...that's why i'm switching...hehe
thnx, babe
thnx, babe
we had kailebs 2nd b-day party today. he actually turns 2 on thursday but we had the party today since everybody was off work and it put a little distance between the party and christmas.
how was everbodys weekend? what did ya do?
how was everbodys weekend? what did ya do?
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brite_red_scream:
they grow so fast....my lil one had her 2nd b-day last month...and i'm still amazed when i look at her...i freak out that she's really mine and it's hard to remember the short time that she was a tiny lil baby. My weekend was too cool for school...but i'm paying the price today 
mrs_cadaver:
my nephew just turned 2 but it don't feel like it at all! they grow like weeds, them kids! listen to me i sound like a hick..
i went to the movies and got the "s! no fun, barfing part that is!
i went to the movies and got the
"s! no fun, barfing part that is!tonight im going to a christmas party for my father in laws business. ya the same gut i got in a argument with wed. wish me luck 
edited to say i survived the party with no altercations and got a 10 piece craftsman screwdriver set, a leather breif case and some jack daniels filled chocolates
edited to say i survived the party with no altercations and got a 10 piece craftsman screwdriver set, a leather breif case and some jack daniels filled chocolates
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lecia:
you're welcum 
lecia:
over 50? Shit.....I wish it was that here....hell, I wish it was summer again..lol
well i went to the in-laws for dinner tonight. everything was going fine till my father in law started running at the mouth ,as always, his political views. now i usually just let him vent saying nothing but tonight my mouth wouldnt listen to my brain and had to pipe up. to make a long story short there was a lot of yelling and arguring....
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chiclet:
ooooh i am so afraid of any kind of confrontation.
mega:
He sounds like a plesant man 
my wife slipped up on a remark about a christmas gift in front of jordon and has him ? the whole santa thing. i figure hes 7 1/2 yrs old its time he realizes that there is no santa and life sucks
i think im going to get a sandwich at subway now
i think im going to get a sandwich at subway now
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hyenahell:
aw. everything after 8 years old is downhill, if you ask me.
i checked my journal right before going to bed, and i'm pretty sure i had this weird, run-on dream, in which you had changed your member name to something very, very long and incomprehensible. don't ask, i have no idea.
i checked my journal right before going to bed, and i'm pretty sure i had this weird, run-on dream, in which you had changed your member name to something very, very long and incomprehensible. don't ask, i have no idea.
newbluecheer:
there is a santa, there is a santa!
who the hell is comin' down your chimney?!?!
who the hell is comin' down your chimney?!?!
same shit diferent day
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newbluecheer:
hey...i thought you changed your name??
i went to the new shrink yesterday and not sure about him. almost felt like he was acusing me of faking the symptoms. my lawyer said she had kinda bad feeling about him when she talked to him over the phone. hopefully he is just feeling me out to see whats really going on. hell i have all kind of paperwork stating im not faking...
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hyenahell:
eh. sorry to hear it didn't go great... it usual takes me a while to warm up to people, and i get super defensive when dealing with people like shrinks. it could get better. good luck, in any case.
chiclet:
I suppose they might have to deal with a lot of fakers, but that kind of suspicion kinda sucks for people who aren't! Hopefully it'll sort out!
i got tired of the inkedtrash title so i simplified my alias.
slc is my initials and 7675 is a #
slc is my initials and 7675 is a #
dimebag darrell R.I.P.
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hyenahell:
voodoo? moi? hehehehehe. actually, you hit the nail on the head.
brite_red_scream:
a tragic day in metal history.... 
well i almost made it a whole day without being in a pissy mood.
friday i see my new therapist and hopefully he can help me get my head right again. its been so long i dont know if i will ever be saine again.
friday i see my new therapist and hopefully he can help me get my head right again. its been so long i dont know if i will ever be saine again.
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minibeanie:
I hope you get to feeling better.....I finally got back on meds that are doing wonders for me.....good luck.....and thats for the words on the new job....I will be working for Rebound orthodpedics and neurosurgery......Yay for me.....I start tomorrow....
newbluecheer:
hey...best of luck with the pissy mood fixin'. dont ever give up, things always get worse before they get better. hang in there!
ps...yes, im home.
ps...yes, im home.
why?
why am i such an ass hole?
why do i make my wife cry?
why do i yell all the time?
why am i losing the relationship that i always wanted with my kids?
why do i hate myself so much?
why does everything i touch turn to shit?
why cant i be normal?
why am i such an ass hole?
why do i make my wife cry?
why do i yell all the time?
why am i losing the relationship that i always wanted with my kids?
why do i hate myself so much?
why does everything i touch turn to shit?
why cant i be normal?
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boo1:
I wanted to fuck like....the day after I got out of the hospital. this whole 6 weeks thing is killing me.....
this whole 6 weeks thing is killing me.....
rae:
dont say that, sometimes things are just shitty...things will get better
For new years....I'm drowning my sorrows in..wait no, I'm going to work. Same thing I do every year pinky...nothing!
Stay away from Jack...he's evil!