slayerboy

You knw, I'm sick of life right now. I'm not depressed or anything like that, I just hate the way my life is going right now. I hate being forced to sell computer stuff like a used car salesperson, with a new boss (who was promoted over me) who has to do everything by the book and doesn't care if things have been working fine the way they were. I hate being lied to about my future at my job and what I can expect as far as promotions. I hate sucking up, and hate people like my new boss who suck up beyond belief, and hate the idiots who let these suckups fuck with their mind. But one of my old supervisors (and his wife -- the couple who just had the baby) told me that this guy treated his wife like shit when she needed help before she went out on maternity leave. My old supervisor told me to just tell my new boss to "Fuck Off!" It would certainly relieve a bit of stress....and of course cause me to loose my job...LOL.

All I want to do is live my life. I want to be happy. I want to be surrounded by friends. I want to love what I do for a living. I want to have fun in life. I guess that's why I relate to the likes of Indian Larry and Jesse James so well. These guys are REAL. They are real people doing real jobs. They have real life attitudes and problems. They know what it's like to be down and out and also what it's like to be on top. Sure they might have had a little too much fun and had run ins with the laws. Sure they aren't perfect role models. But I sure as hell can't identify with rock stars, atheletes, and actors that have fucked up distorted views of reality. . These guys live life and are plain and simple. Have fun in life, be kind to those around you, fuck all those who don't live by those rules. I don't give a fuck about religion or lifestyle. It all boils down to having fun and being kind -- keep it simple.

I have one of those down pat, IMHO. I might not believe in giving to charitable organizations, or churches, or anything like that. But when a friend is in need of help, I'll do anything I can to help that person. Doesn't matter if I know them or not. If I see someone that needs help, and I am confident that I know what I'[m doing with out fucking up or hurting them, I'll do it. My close friends, I'll lend a few bucks here and there to spot them lunch if needed. THat's what friends are for.

I'm blabbing on and on....

I guess i have to turn to music to really explain what I mean.... . I guess "Simple Man" by Lynyrd Skynyrd reflects most in what I try to be everyday of my life. Maybe that's why I love Lynyrd Skynyrd, cuz they were real guys, with real problems, and IMHO they lived life by having fun and being kind. God I sound like an afterschool special....

"Simple Man" -- Lynyrd Skynyrd

Mama told me when I was young
Come sit beside me, my only son
And listen closely to what I say.
And if you do this
It will help you some sunny day.
Take your time... Don't live too fast,
Troubles will come and they will pass.
Go find a woman and you'll find love,
And don't forget son,
There is someone up above.

And be a simple kind of man.
Be something you love and understand.
Be a simple kind of man.
Won't you do this for me son,
If you can?

Forget your lust for the rich man's gold
All that you need is in your soul,
And you can do this if you try.
All that I want for you my son,
Is to be satisfied.

And be a simple kind of man.
Be something you love and understand.
Be a simple kind of man.
Won't you do this for me son,
If you can?

Boy, don't you worry... you'll find yourself.
Follow you heart and nothing else.
And you can do this if you try.
All I want for you my son,
Is to be satisfied.

And be a simple kind of man.
Be something you love and understand.
Be a simple kind of man.
Won't you do this for me son,
If you can?