slayerboy

You know, i'm not sure if many of you can relate to this, but oh well. Not many know that one of the ways that I used to release my anger and feelings as a teen was to write poems/songs. While i have songs that mean a lot to me, they somehow remain lost. I still have some of them, but NO ONE has ever seen them. I'm leery about opening my heart to the world, but this is the only way I can express myself sometimes. I'm not a songwriter by anymeans, but like it or not, it's still how I feel -- I execute my poetic license with these songs/poems too. BEWARE!


"Force"

stare if you will
but don't expect a fair fight
you think
i look like a freak now
just wait
you'll see the real me

fight or flight
what will you do
when it comes time to choose
will you face your fears

yeah
I'm a freak of nature
but to you
I don't belong here
to you
I only spark your fears

fight or flight
what will you do
when it comes time to choose
will you face your hate

LOOK AT ME
LOOK AT ME
FUCKING LOOK AT ME
You want to stare
FUCKING LOOK AT ME
MOTHERFUCKER

fight or flight
fight or flight
fight or flight
coward

you are the reason my heart is cold
you are the reason my love turns to hate
you are the reason I will kill
you are the reason I will push
you are the reason I don't care
you are the reason...