Youknow what, fuck you all....
no, not anyone on SG.....
all my so-called "family" and "friends" who tell me I'm making the biggest mistake of my life by wanted to get a mobile home and pay for the mortgage and lot rent vs. paying for rentin a one bedroom apartment. They assume I don't know how to look up info or what shit costs. I'm fully aware of what the shit is going to cost. I'm exploring my options.
Why the fuck is it that whenever I present anyone an idea that I have I get looked at like I have a monkey making faces behind me and told "that's stupid". So fucking what. I've almst never had anyone's help, nor asked for anyone's help except for a select few times my whole life. I've fought my whole life to be able to be independant. Just leave me alone and let me live my miserable life with the people who are my true friends and don't try to fuck with my head and make me change my mind.
My mother especially. She's been like this my whole life. I honestly feel that I can blame my underachieving ass on my mother. Any dream I had I was told it's unrealistic, it'll never happen, we won't support it. WTF!?! Haven't you ever heard about supporting your kid at what the fuck they want to do? You fucking supported her (my sister) through everythign she wanted to do when she decided she wanted to play softball and basketball. Fuck off.
I'm so sick and tired of the b.s. My mother, after she hears the news of the mobil home I'm looking at, sends me this 2 page exceprt from some chick named Suze Orman's book about finances and mistakes that we can avoid. And how if I moved back home I'd save so much money. There's a FUCKING reason why I FUCKING moved out in the first place. Just because you know how to save money and want to save money, doesn't mean I want to.
I'm the type who spends money. If I haveit, it will be spent. I've gotten better, but I hate having money sitting in the bank. I've never been like that. I'm not materialistic, but I'd rather die poor and happy than die rich and miserable. I should save for retirement, I should save for a rainy day, I should save for this, I should save for that. It's a god damn $14000 mobile home! I haven't even SEEN it yet. I KNOW what I'm getting my ass into.
Granted, I asked for advice, and I got a lot from a lot of people, but some people, like my mother, don't know how to stop. She'll keep going and going and going until she gets her own way. And my sister is like "well, you should move out towards us, you can get a house for around %70,000" Yeah, sorry babe, but not everyone can work a part=time job while your husband brings in close to three figures. I work two fucking jobs. I think I deserve to have a little happiness in my life, and at least feel like I'm getting something for my money.
I could save up my money by moving back "home", and then when it comes to for me to move out again, it'll be the same excuse, you're moving to far away. It's only 45 mins away! WTF! Are you THAT cheap that if I really needed help you wouldn't come over and help me out?
Oh wait...I already know the answer to that.....
This coming from the same person who wanted the bigger kitchen in the house, and makes it into a fucking mini-restraunt and almost the size of the house was before the renovations, and now complains because the heating and electric bill is too expensive and writes congress about it! WTF????? I could have told you your bills would have gotten more expensive.
Just because I'm a 5 time college droput and look stupid, doesn't mean I am. I don't know a lot, but I'd like to pride myself on having at least some degree of common sense, which I think the whole rest of my family seriously LACKS!
To my parents and grandparents, I am a failure. So what. I didn't do anything in life to try to please you, why should I start now. I'm a single guy living by himself. I'm just trying to make it out alive. I just want to buy a fucking mobile home, eventually get some land and move the mobile home onto the land and live in partyness and occasional peace and quiet. I just want to have fun in life. My whole life has beena miserable existance because of this fucking curse that nobody knows how it happened to me, but I have it. And for those that don't know, it's Moebius Syndrome, meaning I have a facial paralysis and cannot smile.
I'm just trying to make something out of shit, basically. All my dreams were shattered at such a young age. I wanted to do something with music, everyone told me I woulnd't make any money. I wanted to go into radio, I woudln't make any money. I finally gave in a went to school for computers (which is my hobby anyways), and I failed miserably.
Haven't you fucked up my life enough as it is? Leave me the fuck alone if you don't agree, accept, or approve of my life and the way I live it. I'm not making much money now anywas, so what the fuck is the difference if I had gone on and gotten into music? Fuck off. I don't agree with every god damn little thing you do, but I don't start telling you "you should do this, or that, or this" out of respect. Family should espect each other.
What have you done to deserve any kind of respect?
Ok, so you raised me, and it wasn't easy. So why do I feel like I've been shit on by you because of the hell I caused you when I was a baby/kid/teen? You call yourself a christian. FUCK.....you hold a grudge worse than anyone I fucking know!
God I wish I had the courage to say this to my mother.
It sucks because mother's day is right around the corner. Of course I'm working. Of course I'm going to sink even further on my family's shit list.
Oh well. fuck em all.
Family, of all people should respect you for you, not neccessarily aggree or accept it, but respect. Every tattoo I get, it's the same bullshit, "why do you waste your money on this? Why can't you save your money? I hate tattoos..." Good, fuck off and don't look at them if you hate them
ahhh fuck it.....i can't wait for this whole fucking mobile home thing to end......it's only been a week and I'm about ready to give up on the whole damn thing because all i get is fake support.
Too bad I really can't tell everyone to fuck off....I need them to help me move if I get this place.......damn catch 22.....
and yeah.....I think I'm gonna be fucked if I ever meet my "soul mate", whatever the fuck that is
no, not anyone on SG.....
all my so-called "family" and "friends" who tell me I'm making the biggest mistake of my life by wanted to get a mobile home and pay for the mortgage and lot rent vs. paying for rentin a one bedroom apartment. They assume I don't know how to look up info or what shit costs. I'm fully aware of what the shit is going to cost. I'm exploring my options.
Why the fuck is it that whenever I present anyone an idea that I have I get looked at like I have a monkey making faces behind me and told "that's stupid". So fucking what. I've almst never had anyone's help, nor asked for anyone's help except for a select few times my whole life. I've fought my whole life to be able to be independant. Just leave me alone and let me live my miserable life with the people who are my true friends and don't try to fuck with my head and make me change my mind.
My mother especially. She's been like this my whole life. I honestly feel that I can blame my underachieving ass on my mother. Any dream I had I was told it's unrealistic, it'll never happen, we won't support it. WTF!?! Haven't you ever heard about supporting your kid at what the fuck they want to do? You fucking supported her (my sister) through everythign she wanted to do when she decided she wanted to play softball and basketball. Fuck off.
I'm so sick and tired of the b.s. My mother, after she hears the news of the mobil home I'm looking at, sends me this 2 page exceprt from some chick named Suze Orman's book about finances and mistakes that we can avoid. And how if I moved back home I'd save so much money. There's a FUCKING reason why I FUCKING moved out in the first place. Just because you know how to save money and want to save money, doesn't mean I want to.
I'm the type who spends money. If I haveit, it will be spent. I've gotten better, but I hate having money sitting in the bank. I've never been like that. I'm not materialistic, but I'd rather die poor and happy than die rich and miserable. I should save for retirement, I should save for a rainy day, I should save for this, I should save for that. It's a god damn $14000 mobile home! I haven't even SEEN it yet. I KNOW what I'm getting my ass into.
Granted, I asked for advice, and I got a lot from a lot of people, but some people, like my mother, don't know how to stop. She'll keep going and going and going until she gets her own way. And my sister is like "well, you should move out towards us, you can get a house for around %70,000" Yeah, sorry babe, but not everyone can work a part=time job while your husband brings in close to three figures. I work two fucking jobs. I think I deserve to have a little happiness in my life, and at least feel like I'm getting something for my money.
I could save up my money by moving back "home", and then when it comes to for me to move out again, it'll be the same excuse, you're moving to far away. It's only 45 mins away! WTF! Are you THAT cheap that if I really needed help you wouldn't come over and help me out?
Oh wait...I already know the answer to that.....
This coming from the same person who wanted the bigger kitchen in the house, and makes it into a fucking mini-restraunt and almost the size of the house was before the renovations, and now complains because the heating and electric bill is too expensive and writes congress about it! WTF????? I could have told you your bills would have gotten more expensive.
Just because I'm a 5 time college droput and look stupid, doesn't mean I am. I don't know a lot, but I'd like to pride myself on having at least some degree of common sense, which I think the whole rest of my family seriously LACKS!
To my parents and grandparents, I am a failure. So what. I didn't do anything in life to try to please you, why should I start now. I'm a single guy living by himself. I'm just trying to make it out alive. I just want to buy a fucking mobile home, eventually get some land and move the mobile home onto the land and live in partyness and occasional peace and quiet. I just want to have fun in life. My whole life has beena miserable existance because of this fucking curse that nobody knows how it happened to me, but I have it. And for those that don't know, it's Moebius Syndrome, meaning I have a facial paralysis and cannot smile.
I'm just trying to make something out of shit, basically. All my dreams were shattered at such a young age. I wanted to do something with music, everyone told me I woulnd't make any money. I wanted to go into radio, I woudln't make any money. I finally gave in a went to school for computers (which is my hobby anyways), and I failed miserably.
Haven't you fucked up my life enough as it is? Leave me the fuck alone if you don't agree, accept, or approve of my life and the way I live it. I'm not making much money now anywas, so what the fuck is the difference if I had gone on and gotten into music? Fuck off. I don't agree with every god damn little thing you do, but I don't start telling you "you should do this, or that, or this" out of respect. Family should espect each other.
What have you done to deserve any kind of respect?
Ok, so you raised me, and it wasn't easy. So why do I feel like I've been shit on by you because of the hell I caused you when I was a baby/kid/teen? You call yourself a christian. FUCK.....you hold a grudge worse than anyone I fucking know!
God I wish I had the courage to say this to my mother.
It sucks because mother's day is right around the corner. Of course I'm working. Of course I'm going to sink even further on my family's shit list.
Oh well. fuck em all.
Family, of all people should respect you for you, not neccessarily aggree or accept it, but respect. Every tattoo I get, it's the same bullshit, "why do you waste your money on this? Why can't you save your money? I hate tattoos..." Good, fuck off and don't look at them if you hate them
ahhh fuck it.....i can't wait for this whole fucking mobile home thing to end......it's only been a week and I'm about ready to give up on the whole damn thing because all i get is fake support.
Too bad I really can't tell everyone to fuck off....I need them to help me move if I get this place.......damn catch 22.....
and yeah.....I think I'm gonna be fucked if I ever meet my "soul mate", whatever the fuck that is
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I think you just need to make your decisions and not give a fuck of what the others say. For how little it counts, you have all my comprehension and support, man. Go your own way and say fuck to everyone!
Sorry for your troubles, hope it works out for the best for you soon
KRISS