A good friend of mine on my friends list who's also an SG, told me ''not to take this site too seriously''. A wise little woman she is(You know who you are lady) She couldn't be more right on the matter. Maybe I need to ''lighten up'' a bit. I mean, what's the point in getting all worked up over nothing? Now you all ask yourselves at this point, ''What the Hell is Slaughter talking about now?'' Well, I'll tell you...
I was very excited when a friend from an online RPG referred me to this site, back in June.(I subsequently joined that month also)Naturally I surfed through the site, looked around and liked what I saw. I figured here was an alternative style site that seemed pretty hip and cool. I joined and had fun at first. This site was one of the best internet experiences I've ever had to date.
I figured ''wow, a place where people wont look at me like I'm crazy.'' I feel like I'm back in highschool, honestly. These so-called-alternative people, who are all liberal and vegan claim to be so righteous and understanding. To know what it's like to be different. Especially the females on the site. But yet they seem to come off as fake as the Britany Spears, Jessica Simpson types in highschool that turned their noses up to guys like me because I didn't have money, and was'nt a -jock-
Didn't drive a nice car or hang out with all the -cool- people. Now I cruise through this site and wont lie. I admire a lot of the women on here. I try to leave flattering but friendly comments to those who strike my interest. Who would've thought that goth/punk rock girls could be just as superficial, stuck up and disgusting as a preppy, cheerleader, suburbian, republican wasp, yuppie whore bag. Sad, but true fact.
I am thankful because this site -did- teach me one thing. That nice guys always finish last. Also that you don't have any real friends. Atleast I don't. And that I should've stuck to being The Villian. Me going around and leaving all these nice comment to all these SG's and members alike...For what? It proves nothing. Accomplishes nothing. Most of them rarely, if at all ever speak and/or reply to me. It's a waste of time and energy. Being nice. Trying to reach out and connect and make friends in a world you think is different and where different is accepted but it's really not.
Like I said, nice guys finish last. Nice guys never get the girl. Nice guys, always end up the bad guy anyway. I've got people on my friends list who some of wich even requested my -friendship- to begin with, but don't even speak to me. The worst are the ones who start talking to you, then all of the sudden stop. I've addressed this issue with a few(politely and civil, typical nice-guy mannerisms)to get answers more like excuses about how busy they are or what have you...
I'll then look around and see them actively participating on the site, talking in other peoples journals. Just not mine. So tell me then you fucking -slag- why do you even still have me on your friends list to begin with? You obviously don't want to know me even when I try time and time again to get to know you. So tell me to fuck off or go fuck off yourself. Why sit idle on my friends list? Why -pretend- to be my friend when you yourself apparently doesn't even want to?
Now this same friend who told me not to take this site so seriously, told me not to worry what others think of me. And I don't. But if you're my -friend- then of course I'm going to worry and wonder. I try to be respectful, I try to be understanding, I try to be a noble and honorable man. And this is what it gets me? Of course I'm going to worry. Perhaps I'm -too- nice. Well people will be suprised to see how easy it is for me to NOT be nice.
I know some of the -individuals- on here who claim to be my friend probably even make fun of me. Talk shit about me. Call me crazy. ''Yeah, that Slaughter guy's a psychopath...'' This is all ok. I know no one on here would say shit to me if they had a mouth full of it standing right in front of me. I can be The Villian. I was once before and can do it again.
So you all may now say, ''Well golly-gee Slaughter! If you don't like it so much, then why bother?'' I say to you, good question. Wich brings me to the next item at hand. Any and all of you that wish to keep in touch with me -outside- of SG, e-mail me through my profile with your e-mail and/or any other contact info you feel comfortable sharing. Some of you, have been very good to me and I will -never- forget you. Some of you? Should be run through a wood-chipper....feet first.
Well, this will conclude my -tyrade- this evening. If I've offended anyone, too bad. All I can tell you is, go buy some rope...and swing from a tree. To those of you who are my -true- friends. Stay righteous and enjoy your weekends.
-SV-
I was very excited when a friend from an online RPG referred me to this site, back in June.(I subsequently joined that month also)Naturally I surfed through the site, looked around and liked what I saw. I figured here was an alternative style site that seemed pretty hip and cool. I joined and had fun at first. This site was one of the best internet experiences I've ever had to date.
I figured ''wow, a place where people wont look at me like I'm crazy.'' I feel like I'm back in highschool, honestly. These so-called-alternative people, who are all liberal and vegan claim to be so righteous and understanding. To know what it's like to be different. Especially the females on the site. But yet they seem to come off as fake as the Britany Spears, Jessica Simpson types in highschool that turned their noses up to guys like me because I didn't have money, and was'nt a -jock-
Didn't drive a nice car or hang out with all the -cool- people. Now I cruise through this site and wont lie. I admire a lot of the women on here. I try to leave flattering but friendly comments to those who strike my interest. Who would've thought that goth/punk rock girls could be just as superficial, stuck up and disgusting as a preppy, cheerleader, suburbian, republican wasp, yuppie whore bag. Sad, but true fact.
I am thankful because this site -did- teach me one thing. That nice guys always finish last. Also that you don't have any real friends. Atleast I don't. And that I should've stuck to being The Villian. Me going around and leaving all these nice comment to all these SG's and members alike...For what? It proves nothing. Accomplishes nothing. Most of them rarely, if at all ever speak and/or reply to me. It's a waste of time and energy. Being nice. Trying to reach out and connect and make friends in a world you think is different and where different is accepted but it's really not.
Like I said, nice guys finish last. Nice guys never get the girl. Nice guys, always end up the bad guy anyway. I've got people on my friends list who some of wich even requested my -friendship- to begin with, but don't even speak to me. The worst are the ones who start talking to you, then all of the sudden stop. I've addressed this issue with a few(politely and civil, typical nice-guy mannerisms)to get answers more like excuses about how busy they are or what have you...
I'll then look around and see them actively participating on the site, talking in other peoples journals. Just not mine. So tell me then you fucking -slag- why do you even still have me on your friends list to begin with? You obviously don't want to know me even when I try time and time again to get to know you. So tell me to fuck off or go fuck off yourself. Why sit idle on my friends list? Why -pretend- to be my friend when you yourself apparently doesn't even want to?
Now this same friend who told me not to take this site so seriously, told me not to worry what others think of me. And I don't. But if you're my -friend- then of course I'm going to worry and wonder. I try to be respectful, I try to be understanding, I try to be a noble and honorable man. And this is what it gets me? Of course I'm going to worry. Perhaps I'm -too- nice. Well people will be suprised to see how easy it is for me to NOT be nice.
I know some of the -individuals- on here who claim to be my friend probably even make fun of me. Talk shit about me. Call me crazy. ''Yeah, that Slaughter guy's a psychopath...'' This is all ok. I know no one on here would say shit to me if they had a mouth full of it standing right in front of me. I can be The Villian. I was once before and can do it again.
So you all may now say, ''Well golly-gee Slaughter! If you don't like it so much, then why bother?'' I say to you, good question. Wich brings me to the next item at hand. Any and all of you that wish to keep in touch with me -outside- of SG, e-mail me through my profile with your e-mail and/or any other contact info you feel comfortable sharing. Some of you, have been very good to me and I will -never- forget you. Some of you? Should be run through a wood-chipper....feet first.
Well, this will conclude my -tyrade- this evening. If I've offended anyone, too bad. All I can tell you is, go buy some rope...and swing from a tree. To those of you who are my -true- friends. Stay righteous and enjoy your weekends.
-SV-
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razorpsych:
dude... it would help if you had some pictures. and i read the comment you had for october. that in my opinion is a slightly creepy comment. it's too fucking intense dude! you're very eloquent, but it's way too goth depressive / obsessive.
malloreigh:
you too!