March 15 I am out of here...flying far away and into the arms of my west virginian love. We're going to go frolic in the Atlantic ocean during the day and fuck all night. What? It will have been a good 3 monthes since I've seen him in person and I am a sexually demanding (in that I need sex all the time) kind of girl.
As for right now. Tired from waking up in the 7 o'clock hour ever day this week. Tired from a nice but blah day of work, And ready to just fall into bed. My friday nights are getting so lame.
I had a really disturbing dream of my ex-boyfriend last night...coincidentally the same one who died not too long ago in a car crash. It was one of those dreams you can't shake, one that wakes you up in the middle of the night and then reality slaps you with the fact that he's gone and is never coming back. It was a good dream of him, of us. And we talked like we never got the chance to. I'm thinking this whole idea of us being through with the past, but the past not being through with us is much more than I can realize.
Time to kick off my work shoes, get comfy, and take a nice nap in my warm bed.
_S
As for right now. Tired from waking up in the 7 o'clock hour ever day this week. Tired from a nice but blah day of work, And ready to just fall into bed. My friday nights are getting so lame.
I had a really disturbing dream of my ex-boyfriend last night...coincidentally the same one who died not too long ago in a car crash. It was one of those dreams you can't shake, one that wakes you up in the middle of the night and then reality slaps you with the fact that he's gone and is never coming back. It was a good dream of him, of us. And we talked like we never got the chance to. I'm thinking this whole idea of us being through with the past, but the past not being through with us is much more than I can realize.
Time to kick off my work shoes, get comfy, and take a nice nap in my warm bed.
_S