So, I dreamt about her again last nite.......I was holding her in my arms, hugging and squeezing her so tight. I was so happy. We were laying there faced to face just staring at each other, each of us smiling. Just like it used to be. Then even in my dream I knew she was gone and I started to cry as I held her.
I miss all the silly little things about her, even just the way she would say hi to me. If I hear anyone say hi the way she usd to it makes me start to cry. Even my cat the other day made a weird sound that kind of sounded like it and I had to fight back the tears...
This isn't the way it was suppose to be.
This isn't the way I want to be.
This constant grief will always be there.
Even as I sleep....
I miss you baby so much....
Love,
Caleb.
I miss all the silly little things about her, even just the way she would say hi to me. If I hear anyone say hi the way she usd to it makes me start to cry. Even my cat the other day made a weird sound that kind of sounded like it and I had to fight back the tears...
This isn't the way it was suppose to be.
This isn't the way I want to be.
This constant grief will always be there.
Even as I sleep....
I miss you baby so much....
Love,
Caleb.
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I find myself looking at her drawings alot, staring at them, memorizing certain lines.
Didn't quite know her as deeply as you, but she still left a sparkle on me that I hope will never rub off.