So, yeah, I'm back at work......working 12 hour night shifts.....man does it suck.....depressing as all hell......I'm really starting to hate the feeling I'm in.......sure I may laugh and have fun at times, but it's not like it used to be......and I want it to be like it used to be.......I used to be happy all the time, now I'm never really truly happy, ever.
I dont knwo how people can go months, or even lives with depression.......I've only had it for about a month and it is seriously wearing me down......
I can't even masturbate to feel better, because right afterwards I'm all alone, and that has got to be the worst feeling in the world.......
This isn't the way it was suppose to be...
I dont knwo how people can go months, or even lives with depression.......I've only had it for about a month and it is seriously wearing me down......
I can't even masturbate to feel better, because right afterwards I'm all alone, and that has got to be the worst feeling in the world.......
This isn't the way it was suppose to be...
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You gotta see if you can get off the night shifts, and get out and see some sunlight.
Being depressed can certainly wear you down, but come now, you are definately doing alot better then you could be. If you in a pit, you can't just jump outta it, you gotta climb!
re: masterbation. Listen, if it helps, manual will abstain from jerking off in a show of solidarilty to my homeboy, like the friends of those in chemo shave thier heads. So get better soon, as I don't know how long I can hold out!!!!!!