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...why am i up so late so much...this is not my life

...this place seems more like an internet brothel than a place to "meet" people and it's strange, but I'm okay with that...I haven't had sex in such a long time I think that I've regained my virginity...ha! Do you remember when you were 9 and your Mom and Dad would go out for dinner and the babysitter would come by and take off his pants...
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...i need to sleep but my brain won't let me...too much activity...christmas always feels like pressure to me...pressure to give to the right people what they all want when all i want is to have no more pressure...vegas with foo fighters was grand and a big release for me...many new things and people in the new year to look forward to...mom says hello...wear less clothes...
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...late night and the rain is falling...it feels like the earth is cleaning itself, almost washing away all the bad memories down the drain and out to sea so that i might start over...i thought of you tonight...you know who you are...is this a begining or a new start or a washing of sorts...i feel strange writing these things to you, but sometimes people communicate...
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...their are so many things you can do if life, but it seems to me the only thing you have to do is be yourself...at least that's what this homeless man told me late lastnight as i stumbled out onto the street from this dark hole in the wall called Jumbo's Clown Room in wonderful holywood, california...most crushes are short lived, so take a lot...
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...it seems everyone these days are so dependent on formulas and shopping list, everyone is looking for love by the numbers in self help books and seminars insted of their hearts...people are so afraid of failure, they've stopped trying in order to avoid it...

...and it's one more day up in the canyon, and it's one more night in Hollywood...While you're still in love, the phrase "What did i do to deserve this" means something grand. Of coarse, six months down the road when your getting a restraining order against them because they just took a huge elephant sized dump in the front seat of your convertable and left...
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...we sometimes have to remind people that we are human beings and capable of flaws, other people need reminded too...another long and fruitless day in the concrete jungle that is LA...how can you describe the sunshine to someone who cannot see...ask the deaf.

...the ability to recognize who really cares about you as a person or not, if you can master the art of determining that , then your life will be much happier and probably longer...

...alright, I'm off to this event for Vibe tonight featuring current child molester R. Kelly, then I'm off to Jones' Cafe to meet some friends for drinks and chatter...I had a blast Saturday at the Vanity fair fundraiser with GnR, The Cult, Billy Idol, Jane's Addiction, The Red Hot Chili Peppers, Sugar Ray, Macy Gray, and George Clinton in a purple tent. The best part...
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