slackernj22

So apparently i have become some what restless in the form of tossing and turning all night...I find that i wake up in the early hours of the morning thinking of a variety of topics...from busness, to love. I guess it is just somewhat idle chatter in my head for now since the only one of those extreems even close to me right now is business. i want to break into the consulting field and know that it is ging to take a lot of work from building the website to cold calling people...just alot to think through.

I guess im just concerned with seeing the family this week. i know that there going to be asking me so why arent you seeing a nice girl...you have a job and place you should have that last missing piece a girl...really i don't need that added pressure from family! it is bad enoough that eveyone that i know is getting married and im not even sure what type of drapes i want for my place...don't get me wrong, if ms. right walked up to me, smacked me and said hey stupid..im sure i would be fine...but that really isn't my focus! she is there somewhere and i think that some day we will meet and things will go from there until then it is my companies and motorcycle! i wish t was warm to go for a ride...i went this past thursday...it was cold...it took me 4 hours to find my balls...not fun. ah well! til tomorrow...or 5 am hopefully i sleep past then!