soo today is mostly just a repeat of my last journal entry. my roommate left with his ex gf saying hell be back and wed go to shoot pool. i took a nap and woke up to the phone ringing it rung four times then stopped then started again which is my little code so i know whos calling. i didnt pick it up because...
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ambie:
it is fun. what college do you go to??
soo today is mostly just a repeat of my last journal entry. my roommate left with his ex gf saying hell be back and wed go to shoot pool. i took a nap and woke up to the phone ringing it rung four times then stopped then started again which is my little code so i know whos calling. i didnt pick it up because...
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ambie:
have you joined the virgins group
ambie:
aww ok i wont but just start by saying hi to a girl by you in class.. and find a stupid reason to talk to her... and work slowly at it.
YAY i got a new friend.
i got some money and set it aside for my acount i just have to wait till monday to put it into the bank.
went shopping with my roommate but he hates malls so it wasnt any fun. i got some new jeans theyre cool but my studded belt doesnt fit in the loops so next pair ill have...
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i got some money and set it aside for my acount i just have to wait till monday to put it into the bank.
went shopping with my roommate but he hates malls so it wasnt any fun. i got some new jeans theyre cool but my studded belt doesnt fit in the loops so next pair ill have...
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fallfromgrace:
watch a comedy and enjoy your new socks. 
ambie:
yea... school is wierd for me... i don't talk to people in classes, very shy suprisingly. i worry that everyone is talking about me... i know i am retarded. i have anxiety too which makes it terrible. i don't have any friends that go to my school (although everyone from my hs goes there, that just shows i have no friends lol) so between classes i just sit and smoke or pretend to be reading. school is so important though!
yay for money in the bank, new socks (i am that way with underwear!)
nay for shiesty roommates (sounds like the ones i had)
have a good day !
lol) so between classes i just sit and smoke or pretend to be reading. school is so important though!
yay for money in the bank, new socks (i am that way with underwear!)
nay for shiesty roommates (sounds like the ones i had)
have a good day !
soo my acount runs out the 26th but i at least got my new debit card so once i get the money thats the first thing ill do.
finnally got the horrorpops cd i cant beileve i found it at best buy. makes me kinda sick.
hmm havent been on here that much dunno why. prolly cuz i only have one friend now or at...
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finnally got the horrorpops cd i cant beileve i found it at best buy. makes me kinda sick.
hmm havent been on here that much dunno why. prolly cuz i only have one friend now or at...
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ambie:
awww i felt bad you only have two friends.... and you seem like such an upstanding young man. lol. just thought i would say hi in my crazyass way 
ambie:
yea i thought it was going to take over my money (which it kinda did) and my sex life... well that was until i realized i dont have one anymore... hahhhahahahah
the delirium of the newly single.
will you be my friend ? 
the delirium of the newly single.
will you be my friend ?
man the only friend im gonna have left on here is ravens_draven i need to make some more friends.
not much happening here i put my newer cds onto comp so i can get them on my ipod. still to chickenshit to talk to any girls i like. roommates an ass and keeps runing off with his ex in the middle of the night leaving...
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not much happening here i put my newer cds onto comp so i can get them on my ipod. still to chickenshit to talk to any girls i like. roommates an ass and keeps runing off with his ex in the middle of the night leaving...
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ummm nothing really new. i think my account may run out before i can get some money in because i have to wait for my new debit card. so that sucks but ill be back as soon as i can. need to find some ppl to go get my tattoo. itll be two bigger stars with a smaller one in between. the stars will be...
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dravenraine:
Tat sounds tight as hell baby 
And yeah you better come back, I would miss you if you left!! 
Have a great weekend and I will talk to ya when I get back
And yeah you better come back, I would miss you if you left!! Have a great weekend and I will talk to ya when I get back So im assuming that leaves to return is the only one that saw my last journal. so ill just say that my love life sucks as usual. today was so horribly fucking bad my roommate left with his ex to go who knows where then calls and tells me that hes not gonna be back tonight. which leaves me to explain why hes not here...
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fallfromgrace:
Hehe, I think you should just stop worrying about your love life. Sure, girls are pretty to look at and fun to touch, but they are also confusing and expensive.
Why not work on becoming a better potential boyfriend instead? You're still young, it's something you can still hold off for. I'd rather see you truely happy with a good girl than maybe "getting some" today and ending up paying child support for the rest of your life because accidents happen and turns out the girl is a psychotic.
Hang in there, it can't always be doom and gloom.
Why not work on becoming a better potential boyfriend instead? You're still young, it's something you can still hold off for. I'd rather see you truely happy with a good girl than maybe "getting some" today and ending up paying child support for the rest of your life because accidents happen and turns out the girl is a psychotic.
Hang in there, it can't always be doom and gloom.
fallfromgrace:
Oh, and I hurt my knee because I was using a floor scrubing machine and it fishtailed because it's a piece of junk and I slipped and pulled something. Then I crouched down to look at something and felt a POP in my knee. It feels better now, only hurts when I put pressure on it while bending it.
theres no such thing as love. at least not for me. ive come to this conclusion after hanging out with my roommates girlfriends friend. i thought maybe we had some chemistry. but then today i find out that shes like dating two guys. And yes maybe she does like me. BUT this means even if i asked her out id have to wait for her...
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at least not for me. ive come to this conclusion after hanging out with my roommates girlfriends friend. i thought maybe we had some chemistry. but then today i find out that shes like dating two guys. And yes maybe she does like me. BUT this means even if i asked her out id have to wait for her... Read More
fallfromgrace:
There's more fish in the sea. I know, it's a trite and unhelpful response, but it's true. Don't get hung up on one person, they are just human like you. She eats, sleeps, even shits just like everyone else out there, so don't put any girl on a pedestal. you have to be confident, even if you aren't. Faking it does work, I learned that this weekend.
hmmm okay so i havent been on for aboot a week. i dunno that much has changed, but even with my mom and step dad fighting all the time and getting bitched at by my mom about stupid stuff im pretty much in a good mood. i broke out my guitar started playing it again which makes me feel good. even though my hand feels...
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dravenraine:
Pics of the hair!!!please 
WOW thats sexy that you play the guitar ANd trainspotting....good choice!! I have been a little to busy latley so I haven't had a chance to get on here. But I had to come say hi to you
WOW thats sexy that you play the guitar ANd trainspotting....good choice!! I have been a little to busy latley so I haven't had a chance to get on here. But I had to come say hi to you
fallfromgrace:
dude, you'll do fine. just ask away. It's the initial asking... and really, I asked her at her job in the middle of a rush (Awkward much) and she still said yes. just get the nerve up and walk up and ask them out... that's the most confident thing to do.
umm so this week has been so shitty but not because anything really bad happened. its just been one of those weeks where im so unhappy about my life.
i need to move out but dont have a job.
have no friends.
everytime i try to make friends with someone and i start to think im having a good conversation with them they ask the...
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i need to move out but dont have a job.
have no friends.
everytime i try to make friends with someone and i start to think im having a good conversation with them they ask the...
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toobunnilicious:
little peices of the nothing that fall....
doesnt it sound too bad. hehehe sounds like all is well and peachy. just turn that frown around as they say. god i hate that saying.
and feeling like the third wheel is never cool i hate that. id rather hang out with myself all the time anyhows though. so yeah..
i have no advice. just commenting.
doesnt it sound too bad. hehehe sounds like all is well and peachy. just turn that frown around as they say. god i hate that saying.
and feeling like the third wheel is never cool i hate that. id rather hang out with myself all the time anyhows though. so yeah..
i have no advice. just commenting.
toobunnilicious:
by the way if you wanna meet friends college is the place to do it. i have more friends than i could possibly begin to list..
after the first two years you pretty much know everyone oncampus too from different classes.
after the first two years you pretty much know everyone oncampus too from different classes.