skyystarr

Hmm ok time to post a new blog. Honestly fuck it lets let loose. I'M SO FUCKING SICK OF THIS SOBER LIFESTYLE SHIT. I wanna hit that danm bottle. life was happier back then. And when i think about it, I DIDNT HAVE A DRINKING PROBLEM. i drank every day from the moment i woke up to until the second i fell asleep. I went to work or school everyday on time i functioned beyond acceptionally well at both places, i came home took care of home stuff meals and cleaning and kids and then i did it all over againt he next day HOW WAS THAT A PROBLEM... the only difference between how i was then and how i am now is back then I WAS HAPPY. ugh yea random rant but watever. =)