I've had the hardest 6 months ever. Topped off by the worst 2 weeks of my life. I never realised that I could feel so much pain and it's something I'll never forget.
But my life's a whole new world now, I was a teenager the last time I had so much uncertainty. I've always thought I knew pretty much wher I was going and who with. It's really hard now to come to terms with the fact that mylife will not be the way I've been certain it will be for so long.
This has taken me out of my comfort zone and as unnerving as it is I feel able to take on what life can throw at me more now than ever before becuase I don't things could ever be worse for me than they just have been.
So I'm going to raise a glass to my uncertain future. It's time to see what kind of life I can lead now.
But my life's a whole new world now, I was a teenager the last time I had so much uncertainty. I've always thought I knew pretty much wher I was going and who with. It's really hard now to come to terms with the fact that mylife will not be the way I've been certain it will be for so long.
This has taken me out of my comfort zone and as unnerving as it is I feel able to take on what life can throw at me more now than ever before becuase I don't things could ever be worse for me than they just have been.
So I'm going to raise a glass to my uncertain future. It's time to see what kind of life I can lead now.
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bettiebones:
I hope you're feeling a bit better today toots. If you don't mind me asking whats been going on with you? If its too painful to talk about, don't worry. You don't have to share. Just thought it might help. Take care 
bettiebones:
No problem toots I hope everything works out for you soon.
I hope everything works out for you soon.