My heart hurts so bad. About 2 weeks ago me and my bf broke up. This has been the worst pain Ive had to go through in along time. I feel so stupid for not being able to get over this so bad. I don't even like to goto my friends about this because Im afraid Im going to annoy them with this continuous crying I do by myself. So what do I do? I resort to online blogging for various strangers to read. I know what I have to do but what if you don't want to let go? Then that just makes me a stalker ha. I have no idea what happened but apparently "I cheated on him" Which is total fucking bullshit because I would never do that. ARGH I just want to be happy and be able to smile again. I know time heals everything but I want to be able to feel again like RIGHT NOW! Aghhh I need to stop sulking and start doing things to make myself happy but everytime I want too I just end up depressed again. Oh well Ill just keep crying until I can't cry no more and realize I need to move on with my life. "shrug"
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and i hate that feeling.
hate hate hate.
you'll be fine chicky. hopefully you're good now.
it's been a month?