I got my shots for India today, 3 needles crammed into my body without a warning.
LOOK OUT!! RANT!! I AM SUPER STRESSED OUT!!
On the same day I found out that this class I need to ace this year changed it's content. I have not followed a single lesson, I did the fucking class two times already and just ASSUMED it would be the same this year. I am so utterly fucked now. I can still do 5 out of 10 lessons, but I have to do the exam in 1 time because I plan to be in India when the retry is.
Everything is just making me crazy. All the time pressure, the stress, it's killing me. I hate the uni and I have to finish it because otherwise I will never fucking finish it ever, because I HATE it so much, but I already fucked up good because I didn't do one exam and the retry is the 30th of january which means that I can't graduate per february so I won't have a official graduation cause that is in february. I don't give a rat's ass about that but my parents do.
I fucked up, AGAIN, this is like the 3rd year in a row I fuck up in this stupid university, it's killing me, seriously.
I am so excited for India, I don't want to skip it but if I don't get my BA degree this year I am so dead.
And I can't even stop smoking for fuck sake, I am a fucking addict.
LOOK OUT!! RANT!! I AM SUPER STRESSED OUT!!
On the same day I found out that this class I need to ace this year changed it's content. I have not followed a single lesson, I did the fucking class two times already and just ASSUMED it would be the same this year. I am so utterly fucked now. I can still do 5 out of 10 lessons, but I have to do the exam in 1 time because I plan to be in India when the retry is.
Everything is just making me crazy. All the time pressure, the stress, it's killing me. I hate the uni and I have to finish it because otherwise I will never fucking finish it ever, because I HATE it so much, but I already fucked up good because I didn't do one exam and the retry is the 30th of january which means that I can't graduate per february so I won't have a official graduation cause that is in february. I don't give a rat's ass about that but my parents do.
I fucked up, AGAIN, this is like the 3rd year in a row I fuck up in this stupid university, it's killing me, seriously.
I am so excited for India, I don't want to skip it but if I don't get my BA degree this year I am so dead.
And I can't even stop smoking for fuck sake, I am a fucking addict.
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By the way, meeting up for drinks is great, but at this time not in my house please! It's one big fucking mess, and we have to work so much we don't have time to tidy up before you guys will come. Your place, Tiki's, ANY place will be great, but this time not our's please...
Maurice has to work, so unfortunately he can't make it.
What time did you have in mind?!
And you and I should go to Jelle together then!! He took my ink virginity too youknow.