skunkboydevo

haha, i have thorns..not just petals lover

p.s. thanks for making me smile once again today.

[Edited on Oct 19, 2004 12:34PM]

for some reason my computer wont let me open the attached song...sigh

youm should update your journal so i don't look like a stalker.

later surferboy

ya i've been contemplating using my weekends when i start work to go meet up with some of my interests that are not too far away..van,calgary,maybe winnipeg..but blah i don't know.it's all so surreal and easy on the internet.

maybe better to just hangout at home listening to david grey and wondering when things will change again over a glass of wine.

i don't know i go back and forth from i'll meet him to i give up.
strangers can only take you so far ...i love old junk like that..old rusted cars,washers..i can find beauty more in something thats had it's day then the bright new shiny stuff.
tho i do love modern furniture..mostly cause i like lighter looking furniture..well more square than round bulky stuff
simple lines,etc..i'm sure life has more to offer or give but i'm just stuck in how to go about aquiring it or experiencing it..it's sad cause i'm sure you probably don't need money for everything.yet i keep coming back to that as my excuse or block.i need to find a balance and a place i like to live more than here.being where i'm at is slowly soffocating me..i wouldn't care about working lame jobs if i lived in a city that made me happy and was interesting.or learned how to drive and could be more independent and live outside the city somewhere..oh i so wish i had learned how to drive i would have done so much more exploring and moving.and i don't know but i never really feel comfortable with the thought of visiting a country alone as a women .i seemed to have lost my sharp street sense somewhere along the way.i would go to place in canada or usa alone but thats about it.well actually my first move to montreal i knew only one person there.and i have to say that moving there really helped me to become me and not who my parents/friends /etc decided i was before going..i met the best people there..fuck i love montreal so open and full of so much multi-culture and interesting stuff and festivals..blah.i've never lived in a place where so many diff kinds of people could live and share and support other people and cultures and embrace it with love like they do there.


[Edited on Oct 15, 2004 12:13PM]

ok, i wont sell my love too cheaply.

haha, well i only have that cause a friend of mine(we had the same b-day) was briefly the drummer(ken) and this is one of the posters of his that made it through the house fire that he died in.this rollins one belonged to him too.i had another huge ass doa twice the size of the youth brigade poster..but stupid me gave to a friend of my ex..i have this stupid habit of giving people things..but since i love youth brigade i kept this one .i want to get them both framed..more adult looking ya know..lol...fear..MORE BEER..hehe..ya i still love the old school punk bands.but i'm not much into seeing them now with new members and such..tho i have to say the dayglo's actually improved with putting new blood in the band..but as for other's how many times can doa,snfu,etc come out of retirement ???? i'm very cynical when i hear there's a show that's main headline and pull factor isTHIS IS OUR LAST SHOW...ya right..!

i was just killing time reading your comments and back..sorry to hear about your pooch.haha so you'll appriciate my rant about my job and mindless factory work..the good thing about it is the low stress factor..the bad thing is that you get to sit there the whole shift and think.as it's too loud to talk.and think and think..why are you doing this job??well thats what i usually end up thinking.it's so depressing to me to think about it as my future..haha dirty old man..ya well i must be one perverted women then.another choice topic my mind likes to avoid..being 34 and dating 23 yrs olds..pretty lame..they just don't get anything i try to talk to them about..lol...solar power thats cool.i wish i could wander around your dessert paradise naked..lol..i love the heat..i bet when you were younger you were like me with those electeric horse/cow fences and would touch them just to see if they were on and get a shock..you little monkey!

My aunts a Jehova's witness. I never understood why she converted. I would miss xmas too much

u wanna drive to texas and get one that needs a home

Yeah, Friday seems SOOOOOO far away! Absolutely nothing today? C'mon, something had to have happened to you today!

our high temps are usually accompanied by icky high humidity... that's what we had last week.

my hubby binds and trims books on second shift.

go go gadget solar panels!

The humidity here rises and falls, depending on the time of year.... At the mo, it's humid (the middle of monsoon season)....

Ever seen a thunderstorm race across the desert on a 100 degree night????

Your hub's job must be as mundane as my own.....