so i started my new class's yesterday i was so over welmed!i thought oh my gosh i am goign to fail these class's what am i goign to do.i have to pass this to pass the nat. exam. but today i studie for my test's which are tommrow and jeff went over alot of stuff today and i feel pretty good aobut one of my test's the med. termi. i am not so sure aobut i havn't studie for that yet i am takign a brake. i am so sick i had to come home and take a nap today. then i got up and studie but i still feel liek crap.
it dosn't help the way les is actign towards me. i hate it. you know people get scared and back out of things somtimes i was scared what do you want me to to. i am 21 and you want me to marrie you. thats a bit much on top of school and workign 2 jobs. so i am all broken hearted. he makes me feel liek a slut. he tells me how hot i am and touch's my ass but tells me he isn't in lvoe with me anymore. thats bullcarp. you can't stop loving somone you have bine in love with for 3 years in a week. no i am sorry thats not flying with me. i geuss i probly backed out to test him to see if he really wanted to be with me and now i know he dosn't it hurts. alot. i love him. but i geuss i can get over it i did before with t.s. i don't know i geuss he is no tthe one for me anyways. i want somone who will be head over heels for me lvoe everyhtign aobut me. well not everyhting but can live with the things that they don't like about me. i want someone who will ride bikes with me and go swimming and dance with me take me out and show me off liek ai m there prized girl. and i would feel the same about them. i want to go camping and travel and do stuff go to shows and go to hot rod shows and all that good stuff and les he jsut dosn't. is what i want to much to ask for? i mena he asked me to marrie him at a bank whiel the dog was pissing on the pole right next to us. liek who dose that right? him i geuss. well i need soem lovin in my life real bad. i wish someoen would ask em on a date that would be awsome. if someoen just liek came in to my work and was liek i was wonderign if you would like to go on a date with me. that would just rock my world.i need a date.any ways back to studing med termi. blah i hate it. studing the musscals was easy and nice though.[IMG] http://http://pic17.picturetrail.com/VOL827/1193765/2415935/65558775.jpg[/IMG] what would i do with otu this cute dog to kepp me happy?
it dosn't help the way les is actign towards me. i hate it. you know people get scared and back out of things somtimes i was scared what do you want me to to. i am 21 and you want me to marrie you. thats a bit much on top of school and workign 2 jobs. so i am all broken hearted. he makes me feel liek a slut. he tells me how hot i am and touch's my ass but tells me he isn't in lvoe with me anymore. thats bullcarp. you can't stop loving somone you have bine in love with for 3 years in a week. no i am sorry thats not flying with me. i geuss i probly backed out to test him to see if he really wanted to be with me and now i know he dosn't it hurts. alot. i love him. but i geuss i can get over it i did before with t.s. i don't know i geuss he is no tthe one for me anyways. i want somone who will be head over heels for me lvoe everyhtign aobut me. well not everyhting but can live with the things that they don't like about me. i want someone who will ride bikes with me and go swimming and dance with me take me out and show me off liek ai m there prized girl. and i would feel the same about them. i want to go camping and travel and do stuff go to shows and go to hot rod shows and all that good stuff and les he jsut dosn't. is what i want to much to ask for? i mena he asked me to marrie him at a bank whiel the dog was pissing on the pole right next to us. liek who dose that right? him i geuss. well i need soem lovin in my life real bad. i wish someoen would ask em on a date that would be awsome. if someoen just liek came in to my work and was liek i was wonderign if you would like to go on a date with me. that would just rock my world.i need a date.any ways back to studing med termi. blah i hate it. studing the musscals was easy and nice though.[IMG] http://http://pic17.picturetrail.com/VOL827/1193765/2415935/65558775.jpg[/IMG] what would i do with otu this cute dog to kepp me happy?
nhpsychobilly131:
that sucks, things will pick up though, they always do. what are you going to school for? nursing or something?
skunkabilly:
no i am going for massge therp. i love it and i got an 86.5 on the test today that i didn't studie for. people are always askign me for back rubs too.