Dear Greggster-
I must apologize for my lash out. I appreciate the message you sent me. Thanks. You're a good dude.
I think Er triggered my anger more so than you did, i realize it now. I was just so angry with how things have been going lately and i shot off like a gun. I had to sit back and re-read what i vented about, i hated how little emo i sounded, but it was all real.
Its just, being 28 years old, and still living on the hard path having to struggle to get back to where i was actually on my feet running towards the finish line.
Dear Chat,
I had fun being who i was with you all, I may take a break for a while. I got to, i cant let shit like this get to me like it did. its stupid. You people are great peoples. Dont stop being who you are, real people with real situations.
After my vent last night, i started drawing again to calm myself down, to shut my brain the fuck up.
I spent hours googling images of a Cheetah, the world's fastest land animal, and began drawing like crazy.
Im laying off the weed for a while, and wont get drunk ever again (ha, what a hangover i had a couple days ago).
Im sticking to my artistic values that i was born with, while i try to get my life together.
Living where i am now, is not where im supposed to be, nor is my own mother. She has it 10 times harder than i do. I hate that she lives here, in this shitty ass trailer park, with a fucking asshole that she's been with for over 10 years. Its bullshit. im just lucky im able to move back here when i got evicted, only because of my mom, not this asshole, he never wanted me to come back here again, neither did i, i didnt have a choice.
i couldnt live out of my car without gettting arrested. ( i always had weed in my car.)
more to the point, i want to thank greggster and i still say, Fuck You to Er. (since i didnt get no response which doesnt matter)
Emo has now officially died.
IF you guys/gals/midgets/whathaveyou , feel the need to holler at me, i have my contact info on here, just look it up and drop me some lines. I still exist around here.
i also want to say, i dont want to think any of this as "chat drama"... because thats just stupid, hell, it sounds stupid.
anyways... see y'all when i come around to.
Skum
I must apologize for my lash out. I appreciate the message you sent me. Thanks. You're a good dude.
I think Er triggered my anger more so than you did, i realize it now. I was just so angry with how things have been going lately and i shot off like a gun. I had to sit back and re-read what i vented about, i hated how little emo i sounded, but it was all real.
Its just, being 28 years old, and still living on the hard path having to struggle to get back to where i was actually on my feet running towards the finish line.
Dear Chat,
I had fun being who i was with you all, I may take a break for a while. I got to, i cant let shit like this get to me like it did. its stupid. You people are great peoples. Dont stop being who you are, real people with real situations.
After my vent last night, i started drawing again to calm myself down, to shut my brain the fuck up.
I spent hours googling images of a Cheetah, the world's fastest land animal, and began drawing like crazy.
Im laying off the weed for a while, and wont get drunk ever again (ha, what a hangover i had a couple days ago).
Im sticking to my artistic values that i was born with, while i try to get my life together.
Living where i am now, is not where im supposed to be, nor is my own mother. She has it 10 times harder than i do. I hate that she lives here, in this shitty ass trailer park, with a fucking asshole that she's been with for over 10 years. Its bullshit. im just lucky im able to move back here when i got evicted, only because of my mom, not this asshole, he never wanted me to come back here again, neither did i, i didnt have a choice.
i couldnt live out of my car without gettting arrested. ( i always had weed in my car.)
more to the point, i want to thank greggster and i still say, Fuck You to Er. (since i didnt get no response which doesnt matter)
Emo has now officially died.
IF you guys/gals/midgets/whathaveyou , feel the need to holler at me, i have my contact info on here, just look it up and drop me some lines. I still exist around here.
i also want to say, i dont want to think any of this as "chat drama"... because thats just stupid, hell, it sounds stupid.
anyways... see y'all when i come around to.
Skum
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hugs bro-i feel ya-sorry to hear about ur moms-things will get better-promise-even in our darkest hours-there will be some light at the end of the tunnel-besides i think ur the shiznit!