You don't! Stick 2 middle fingers in the air and keep being fabulous!!!
If there's one thing I've learned in my modeling days it's that people hate other people that have what they don't. Fame, money, cars, jobs, etc. Instead of working hard to get the things they want, they bash people that have worked hard to get to where they are instead.
Now, I don't have fancy things. Or really that much fame. But I had a YouTube channel with close to 2500 subscribers. I was working with a guy who wanted to make gun videos. I was down, and worked with him for about 6 months. I opened my After Hours Club which was essentially my nude videos. I made a decent amount of money from that, and he was taking 50% of the money I made. He was doing pretty well for himself considering the only thing he ever did was set up a camera on a tripod and filmed me.
After the 6 months of working with him I started to come to my senses. He was working with other girls as well, but no one was doing the nude videos like I was. He was exploiting all of us to make money none the less. I didn't like where things were going so I bailed. I told him I no longer wanted to work with him. This man, who I considered a friend at one point, went nuts. Took the money he owed me, as well as my gifts that my fans sent me, some of which meant a lot to them. I cut my losses and went off on my own. He no longer was making money off of me, and had started losing quite a few fans because he started bad mouthing me to them.
About a week later is when it all started. I had heard from people that he created an entire YouTube channel dedicated to bashing me. As well as making other videos about me. Basically what he was doing was trying to create drama so he could get views from it because he knew my fans would watch the videos and tell me what he was saying. I tried to stay calm and collected and the only things I ever did to retaliate is post screen shots proving his allegations about me wrong. That's all I've ever done to stand up for myself is just post the proof and move on. He has not stopped though. He's getting quite a collection of videos he's made bashing me. He's even made up issues pretending like I've said things that I haven't just to have an "excuse" to make a video. Now, when you search my name on Youtube, all you see are his videos bashing me, and this one girl that he works with made a video for him too. It's crazy.
His latest videos are saying that I'm lying about having cancer. He tries telling people that my cancer fund via go fund me is just a scam so I can build a porn site! Yeah, it's gotten THAT ridiculous. I mean, I've heard of models having people get pretty crazy before, but I've never had someone get this crazy. Not even any of my exes were this bad! I made a video showing off my hospital bills and my cancer diagnosis paperwork, which was really hard to relive that diagnosis moment, but I did it to let people know I wasn't lying and he came back to say I probably just printed those papers off of the internet. Then went on to say that my "head cancer" (I have cancer of the salivary gland....) is probably the reason I am such a psycho... Obviously it's hard to hear that but I realized, this man is never going to stop. I deleted my Youtube channel with 2500 subscribers and it felt AMAZING.
This has been extremely emotionally draining for me. No matter how much I ignore him, he doesn't stop. So I've just decided to dust off my shoulders, stick up my middle fingers and say "fuck you" and move on. He is obviously a very miserable person to be so horrible all the time. I don't need the evilness in my life. Not dealing with him and treating him just like any other troll on the internet will not only take away his relevance to my life, but I hope it can empower other girls to do the same in these situations!
It felt really good to get this all out! Thank you all for listening and sorry for the drama. This is the only major drama I've had to deal with so it feels good to be pushing it aside!! :D
