I wish I didn't get so obsessive over checking my email to see if a certain girl I barely know but had some really nice talks with and whom actually lives near me and said she is interested in me and we should hang out sometime... has written me back yet.
She claims she is super busy with school and all, which may or may not be the case, but either way I don't have much going on in my life except work, where I am a computer programmer and can check my email all day if I want, so it is tough waiting the days... and sometimes maybe a week or more... that it takes for her to get back to me, especially when she usually gets back to me with a short message along the lines of "sorry life is so hectic lately but I want you to know I didn't forget you!" Etc. Which is sweet and all, but I have been here before, and whether a girl wants her hectic life to get in the way of things or not... it often does, and usually after a few of those life is so hectic emails I never hear from a girl again. Which makes me think it is an excuse more often than not, but in this specific case who knows?
The weird thing is, I don't get obsessive over girls very easily, like in the OMG I NEED HER sense. It takes me a long time to get there, and I have to know the girl very, very well. I mean yeah, we talked a few hours once and wrote some long emails back and forth when we first e-met, but it's not like I think I'm in love or anything, I still feel like I barely know her. I just consider her a potential... a we'll see what happens type deal. But I think that makes me more obsessive over the emails, because the whole thing seems to be in limbo and I start to get anxious about whether it will ever move OUT of limbo or not.
Oh yeah, and I'm 28 and have never had a real relationship. So I don't have any sort of context for determining where this is leading anyway. Blah.
She claims she is super busy with school and all, which may or may not be the case, but either way I don't have much going on in my life except work, where I am a computer programmer and can check my email all day if I want, so it is tough waiting the days... and sometimes maybe a week or more... that it takes for her to get back to me, especially when she usually gets back to me with a short message along the lines of "sorry life is so hectic lately but I want you to know I didn't forget you!" Etc. Which is sweet and all, but I have been here before, and whether a girl wants her hectic life to get in the way of things or not... it often does, and usually after a few of those life is so hectic emails I never hear from a girl again. Which makes me think it is an excuse more often than not, but in this specific case who knows?
The weird thing is, I don't get obsessive over girls very easily, like in the OMG I NEED HER sense. It takes me a long time to get there, and I have to know the girl very, very well. I mean yeah, we talked a few hours once and wrote some long emails back and forth when we first e-met, but it's not like I think I'm in love or anything, I still feel like I barely know her. I just consider her a potential... a we'll see what happens type deal. But I think that makes me more obsessive over the emails, because the whole thing seems to be in limbo and I start to get anxious about whether it will ever move OUT of limbo or not.
Oh yeah, and I'm 28 and have never had a real relationship. So I don't have any sort of context for determining where this is leading anyway. Blah.
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reid:
they didnt. it was just a joke. 