Do you ever feel like life is just out there to make your existence as saddening as possible?
Beyond frustrated.
I feel like everyone I meet who gets to know me gets sick of my depression. I hurt everyone. Even my parents have had enough.
Lack of money and doing poorly at a college years ago make it very difficult to go back to school. I will need to get accepted first, I'll need a grant, then money to live. But why go to college anyway? What for so I can be a manager at mcdonalds? Sweet.
Depression doesn't help my sulking. What am I doing here?
I slept for three days straight. And you can't eat while you're sleeping.
Life is too hard to get ahead. You need money first.
This is bullshit. No wonder I feel doomed.
Beyond frustrated.
I feel like everyone I meet who gets to know me gets sick of my depression. I hurt everyone. Even my parents have had enough.
Lack of money and doing poorly at a college years ago make it very difficult to go back to school. I will need to get accepted first, I'll need a grant, then money to live. But why go to college anyway? What for so I can be a manager at mcdonalds? Sweet.
Depression doesn't help my sulking. What am I doing here?
I slept for three days straight. And you can't eat while you're sleeping.
Life is too hard to get ahead. You need money first.
This is bullshit. No wonder I feel doomed.
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light_bringer:
Depression is a very real thing, and it's hard for other people to understand it if they haven't experienced it themselves.
alienheep:
I agree wholeheartedly with Light bringer.. some people only think they have experienced it but most of them are wrong... it sucks babe I know.. there is reason out there.. at least I have hope that there is.. and yeah, money is the worst invention of mankind.. WORST.. errr I'm kind of in the same boat with school thoughts.. eh.. but McDonalds is a little far haha.. but yeah, shit's wicked tough.. hang in there! 