I feel enlightened tonight. Inspired. It's uplifting realizing you don't have to please everyone and that you won't no matter how hard you try.
I wish I was relied upon more.....almost to the point of how much my dog needs me. Having more responsibility will break my depression. It's a catch 22 though, because I am just too depressed to get up out of bed and go to my doctor's appointments let alone get a job (and show up to it) to get me out of this disgusting black pit of a mindset.
"I Hate You, Don't Leave Me." It's a book about the borderline personality disorder. I sware it felt like the author interviewed me then wrote the book, hence I didn't finish it. Shit, reading about myself doesn't even do it for me.
But, as I said, I was inspired tonight..... from reading your blogs. It's an interesting world out there, and I'm missing it.
It's time to get Silly.
I wish I was relied upon more.....almost to the point of how much my dog needs me. Having more responsibility will break my depression. It's a catch 22 though, because I am just too depressed to get up out of bed and go to my doctor's appointments let alone get a job (and show up to it) to get me out of this disgusting black pit of a mindset.
"I Hate You, Don't Leave Me." It's a book about the borderline personality disorder. I sware it felt like the author interviewed me then wrote the book, hence I didn't finish it. Shit, reading about myself doesn't even do it for me.
But, as I said, I was inspired tonight..... from reading your blogs. It's an interesting world out there, and I'm missing it.
It's time to get Silly.
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just one more thing to love about nawlins
the one place in north america that i'd really like to live
(in good time)
Peace be with you.