skizzyk

Today in the day was a little better. I got up and cried a little bit but then realized I turned this over to God and stopped. But tonight, I'm crying again. Hearing "Our" song doesn't help. It's on shuffle and it came on. Basically tomorrow I sign the lease and Saturday I'll be out of here. On to my new life. What a fucking new adventure! That's how I should look at it but I can't right now. I'm sure I'll be excited once I get moved in and settled and get into the swing of things. I need a fucking job and one needs to come through really quick or I'm not going to make it. So that's weighing really heavily on my mind. I've applied but no one is calling me back yet. I have one lined up where I work at home but nothing is coming through yet. I basically already hired as soon as a job opens up. HURRY UP ALREADY!