Well tomorrow is going to be the worst day of my whole entire life. Can't go into the reasoning behind it, but it is. My parents are both really scared for me, and every time my dad sees me he nearly cries...... 
I feel like complete and utter shit!
I might have to go for another cig in a minute just to calm me down.
I have come up with a few revelations of life:
1) Don't let other people choose who you want to be i.e. don't let people manipulate you
2)If people don't like you, for you, then fuck them
3) To start with, put your guard up and only once you know they are a good person let it down
4) Choose what you want out of life then go for it...... Sometimes you just have to be a little bit selfish.
5) Embrace every moment as it comes because you don't know what's round the corner....... live for now.
6) Know that usually, for us girls, your Dad is the only man you can trust..... For the most part. Not all the time but most.
7) (Just something I know) My mum is amazing person who I admire for all that she is. Yes she did wrap me up in cotton wool when I was a child but she is amazing. I love her to pieces.
8) Family is extremely important to me.
9) If you don't like something in your life change it. No matter how hard it may seem at the time..... It is usually for the better if you change it.
Last but no means least number 10) You will know who your true friends are when you need help the most. They will be there for you, comfort you, make you laugh, not judge you but make sure you are making the right decision. And most of the time they are right.... even if you hate admitting you're wrong.
After all this crap that's gone on past couple of months...... this is what I have come up with. Hope it makes sense to people and not just me.
Oh number 11/12) A PERFECT CIRCLE AND TOOL ARE AMAZING BANDS.....end of
I hope everyone is ok and that you're all having/had a great weekend.
Much love xx
I feel like complete and utter shit!
I might have to go for another cig in a minute just to calm me down.
I have come up with a few revelations of life:
1) Don't let other people choose who you want to be i.e. don't let people manipulate you
2)If people don't like you, for you, then fuck them
3) To start with, put your guard up and only once you know they are a good person let it down
4) Choose what you want out of life then go for it...... Sometimes you just have to be a little bit selfish.
5) Embrace every moment as it comes because you don't know what's round the corner....... live for now.
6) Know that usually, for us girls, your Dad is the only man you can trust..... For the most part. Not all the time but most.
7) (Just something I know) My mum is amazing person who I admire for all that she is. Yes she did wrap me up in cotton wool when I was a child but she is amazing. I love her to pieces.
8) Family is extremely important to me.
9) If you don't like something in your life change it. No matter how hard it may seem at the time..... It is usually for the better if you change it.
Last but no means least number 10) You will know who your true friends are when you need help the most. They will be there for you, comfort you, make you laugh, not judge you but make sure you are making the right decision. And most of the time they are right.... even if you hate admitting you're wrong.
After all this crap that's gone on past couple of months...... this is what I have come up with. Hope it makes sense to people and not just me.
Oh number 11/12) A PERFECT CIRCLE AND TOOL ARE AMAZING BANDS.....end of
I hope everyone is ok and that you're all having/had a great weekend.
Much love xx
klaudeman:
Hope things go better than expected.. Good Luck!