skinnykeychain

So tonight felt like a total bust. I should have had a good time... but for some reason I just wasn't feeling it. Maybe because I was pretty sober. I guess that makes things a little weird.

Talk with kat today was odd. She sounded oh so full of joy. It made me think a little to much, and that's not always good. When I think I tend to make things way worse then the should have ever been.

She's taking care of her roommates baby for the next few days and when she told me this, I felt a since of something. Sounds deep I know, but I could tell that something was off. Now either she is looking at this child combined with talking to me... made her feel resentment twords me, because she was supposed to be a mom, and I was supposed to be the dad. Or maybe she is thinking that she should just get knocked up by her current man. I don't know what it was... but I heard the whisper of hate in her voice.

Any ways... it's about 4am and my back is pissed off at me. 35 car accidents has taken a toll on my body.

I just get some sleep.