skinnykeychain

Hung out with Kimmy last night.
She's cool as hell and we can talk for hours. But I don't feel a spark at all.
I'll hang out with her again for sure but when and where is the question.
My b-day is coming up and so are some delimas that I have to think about.
Grrrrr.

I feel like there is a never ending pit in my stomach and chest. The amount of pain I'm feeling at the momment is unexplainable. I've felt it before. But today it won't pass. I guess I have to blame myself for the total meltdown that happened last night.
But I can't change time and I have to live and learn from it.
How can...
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crash and burn was an under statement.

The show was pretty effing sweet. I just wish they didn't close it with 2 cover songs.
Oh well.

So I may be signing my life away tomorrow but I'm going out with Melissa. This will be the make it or break it night I think.
After our talk this week we'll see what she has to give.

Grrrr

Going to Motley Crue tonight. It should be a good thing.

I had a couple of strange turn of events... but I'm probably looking at them all wrong. This way I can be let down when it's not what I was thinking.

Grrr

So my hand is totally fuct right now, and I'm sure I'll be messing it up even more this weekend. I feel so damn good getting back into playing again. I have something I can go and kick some ass at.

My life is taking some weird turns but I'm ok with it. I'll survive I'm looking forward to see what's to come.

Haven't been here for awhile.

My back and ribs are all fuct up again. I have practice again on Saturday... how the fuck am I supposed to do that?
I ask you!

Oh well.

Melissa's going to Vegas this weekend. I'm going to be a bit on edge but I'll be able to deal.

On another note I can't seem to get the idea of...
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Kevins in town.
That's a good thing... but I feel bad that I'm not going to be hanging out with him very much. It looks like I'll be hanging with him tonight... but then I'm bailing on him tomorrow night and Sunday.
Man the power of the pussy

As good as things are they are also so shitty.
I mean wtf?

Oh well eventually it will end up one way or the other. So... I'll just have to wait until that happens.

Progress has begun after some stiff conflict.
I would be lying if I said I wasn't at least somewhat happy about the outcome thus far.
Yet there is a still a long road ahead of me.

Things are looking up.
But we'll see