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Okay I'm gonna try something new and this could end up either horribly, or not suck at the very least. I'm going to try to write something, I'm not sure what to really call it even, a stream of thought extremely short piece of fiction. Fuck it, why not sounds interesting and possibly fun.

He stood on the balcony of their fourth floor apartment, that...
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So my thought for the day is what would I do if I could just restart my life. I was looking through my facebook friends today and thinking of all the connections that I have with those people and how many of them are very superficial. Some people that I used to know but no longer talk to, going through I could only find maybe...
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Not really what I should say. I want to write something because I have these words welling inside me as if they are air filling a balloon that will soon succumb to the pressure. My minds in a weird place right now and I don't know how to change it or for any matter where it really is. I woke up this morning angry, but...
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So I've been away for a while. Well not really away but crazy busy with work and it's just really been draining so I find that I come home every night and just fall into my bed like the a body dropped into a coffin. So when I feel like the undead most of the time I find it very hard to motivate myself to...
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Allow me to preface this post with the fact that I might be a little bit baked, and with that I do apologize for any spelling or grammar errors that might make this post a bit hard to read. I also apologize if my train of thought is like one in the movie Inception and just fucking comes outta nowhere and then disappears.

So I've...
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fische:
that second to last paragraph is beautiful smile
Your writing is always so lovely and descriptive to read.
And im sure you'll find that girl for you soon
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So at this point in time I really should be sleeping knowing that I have to get up early to go to work in the morning but I can't help it the thoughts are swirling around my head like whirlpool.

So last night I went to the wedding of a friend of mine that I work with and it just kinda hit me that I've...
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So I was at work today having a pretty bad day. A day that I was already in theory supposed to have off but none the less was supposed to be a really quick and rather short day so that I could come home and relax or maybe go and see dark shadows. But I digress, so while at work I was struck by the...
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fische:
For a description of a daydream, that was very well written. Good luck with your sky dive
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I've been really trying to keep some regularity to this blog here but I'm not even sure why. I log in and go to the new post page and kind of just let my mind take my words where ever it wants to go, although there is some tactful editing involve. So just thought that should be put into words somewhere within the confines of...
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fische:
I agree with most of this.
However I am super cynical and the idea of being with one person forever scares the shit out of me. Maybe one day though!
Hope you're good x
skellingjack:
I tried to allow for that as well. I mean if the time for a relationship to end then I think that it should just end peacefully instead of being dragged out to the point where you now hate each other. Also, I think not everyone is meant to be with one person their whole lives, some people will never have anyone in their lives while some may have dozens through out it. It all depends on who you are as a person.
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Ive had a rather crazy week which instead of being usual and having the crazy start on a Monday like the rest of my crazy weeks this one decided to reach back and start on a Thursday when a tie rod in my steering decided to broke while I was taking a left hand turn which resulted in my car pummeling a wall and then...
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I've been asking myself "why?" a lot lately. To no particular question but to life in general. I find that I look at the things that I fill my life with and then think about why I want or need it in my life. I'm never completely sure of the answer but as long as I can find some semblance of a satisfactory answer I...
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gi_jo:
you've come to the right place.

p.s. the minute you stop asking yourself "why?"...that's when your life holds no meaning. from the time you learn to talk, you're always asking why.