I want to officially be in a band so badly. I fucking love music.
I toured with my favorite local band to run their merch table and they let me play bass on one of the dates (because I wanted to really badly) and I filled in vocals on the last day (because Robbie blew out his voice).
Im such a shy person and I shut down in any public speaking type of situation or where people look at me. It took so much to do this but it was so fucking euphoric for me oh my god. I need to find a way to do this every day.
5 days in a fucking van with 5 dudes and I shockingly am so disappointed to be home right now. Nothing makes me happier than being on the road (vehicle-anxiety chest pains aside). I have no travel plans until React Showcase in Baltimore in May. I need to fill up my schedule.
Im rambling again.
