Well, it is March 17. Did you wear your green today?
I went and saw Beth last weekend. She is someone I fell in love with a long time ago, and never really fell out. It had been almost 5 years since I saw her. She was still as beuatiful as I remembered. It was hard. We talked. It was hard to tell her goodbye, but I knew I had to.
It is hard to tell someone that means so much to you, that you can not even be there friend, because to spend any time with them is to fall in love with them all over again.
I was messed up for a long time after her. She is the only relationship I have ever had that honestly meant something to me, and every girl since her always fell short in some way. They just weren't... her.
I think I made the right decision. I hope I did. I know that if I have that link to her, I will never fall in love again. I told her that every great once in awhile one of us can call the other just to find out how the other is doing, but I can not deal with much more than that.
She never knew how much I honestly cared for her.
It is odd to want to spend every minute with someone, yet at the same time, to never see them again.
I've just about put my life back together. I knew I couldn't turn back now. This talk with her was something I needed. I feel better, ready to finally move on. A girl no longer has to be her, just herself.
Am I pathatic or what?
I went and saw Beth last weekend. She is someone I fell in love with a long time ago, and never really fell out. It had been almost 5 years since I saw her. She was still as beuatiful as I remembered. It was hard. We talked. It was hard to tell her goodbye, but I knew I had to.
It is hard to tell someone that means so much to you, that you can not even be there friend, because to spend any time with them is to fall in love with them all over again.
I was messed up for a long time after her. She is the only relationship I have ever had that honestly meant something to me, and every girl since her always fell short in some way. They just weren't... her.
I think I made the right decision. I hope I did. I know that if I have that link to her, I will never fall in love again. I told her that every great once in awhile one of us can call the other just to find out how the other is doing, but I can not deal with much more than that.
She never knew how much I honestly cared for her.
It is odd to want to spend every minute with someone, yet at the same time, to never see them again.
I've just about put my life back together. I knew I couldn't turn back now. This talk with her was something I needed. I feel better, ready to finally move on. A girl no longer has to be her, just herself.
Am I pathatic or what?
and no thats not pathetic at all.... i think its awesome you know that about yourself and are strong enough to say you guys couldnt hang out. i cant do that.. i think thats pathetic.