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So no call...prob. too soon anyways...let the ground smooth out...Well I hope she did have fun with her Family...She always loved them no matter what...one of the best qualities about her...the only thing good I can say about this whole thing...is that she seems very happy now...which she deserves...and I just hope she does persue her dreams that she has had since I've known her...

So I typed a huge blog the other day...and it didn't post...so now I have to retype it...but condense it...went to NYC for the weekend...took the fang wha(sp) bus



stayed in the Hilton in Manhatten in a Embassy Suite...well with 15 other people

...saw Rock the Bells(Wu-Tang, Rage against the machine, Nas, Public Enemy, Cypress Hill, Jedi Mind Tricks, Atmosphere, Flavor Flav, Mos def...and others) Long story short...during Cypress Hill my friend gets punched in the head, so my friend and I kick the kids ass intill he can't get up...while his friends watch...so $100 dollars for half a concert...and to beat some NY gangsta kids ass...a little dissapointed...

The rest of the time I went drinking...this bar called The Leevy in Williamsburg in Brooklyn...they served PBJ and bolgona sandwiches on Wonder bread for $1.00...till 3 a.m., plus you could buy a pint of like 5 diffrent beers...and each one came with a free shot...for only 5 bucks...in Boston, your lucky to get a shot for 5 bucks, let alone a beer too...So we drank every night and stumbled back to the hotel around 6 when last call was done...the kids I was with stashed a gravity bong in the hotel room...and fucking hit on that like every 5 minutes...it was funny...

here is some pics from my trip


in chinatown looking for bootleg software and random shit like that...





god built this...



friends smoking it up in Central Park




thought I would throw in a random picture of a grilled cheese sandwich I had on the 4th of July




So all in all...it was an okay visit...just wish I had more money coming back...

So now comes the emo part of the blog...

I hate my job...my iphone tells me that every morning when the alarm goes off...if I didn't program that...it would probably already tell me that anyways...I get threatened by my manager...verbally abused, Intimidated, and told how I am not cut out for the job...even though he is the biggest moron I have ever met...and the last station he was at...they had to send a crisis team to it...because all these mailmen...and mailladies wanted to kick his ass...so upper manangment knew they had a problem there...so they send him to South Boston and give him a promotion to hope that he improves...well he is a liar...how can you claim someone that high up in the corporate ladder that they lie to make you look worse so they can fire you...he is trying to build a paper trail up for me...so he can fire me legit...today he told me when I was off the clock that I should beg for my job...and that I am not effiecent enough to do it...I told him that since I am off the clock, that I wish we had a manager who could count(long story)...and one that the mailmen could look up to...not have utter disgust and disrespect for...and that he should look for a new job...

Someone save me from me...save me from here...I wish I had people to talk to...but since everyone who I use to be able to call just to talk about worries and random occurances...have left my life...I am stuck here in this blog form of expression to cope with all the stress in my life...

Oh well...life isn't always fair...and atleast I'm not dead yet

Brian