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Austin - ////insta: @anoriginalsynn

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Tuesday Sep 07, 2004

Sep 7, 2004
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I made this journal in the wee hours of 09/06/04. Power was restored last night, and the cable was restored a lil while ago. I am about to go apply for a few jobs... make a deposit in the bank and see what creatures are stirring after the wake of this annoying storm.



Hurricane Frances. Bah. I don't like you. You stripped me of power. You stripped me of control.

This weekend went well overall, I guess I could say. I hung out with Chris and Krystal on Saturday. We got our piercings done. It was great fun had by all. I realized that I like her a lot more now then before though. I have known this girl for quite a long time, but only now do I feel that I am getting to know her. She is freaking beautiful. We both share a lot of common thoughts and beliefs. Among which is that pain does equal pleasure in certain scenarios. That I think is hot in itself. She is so close to the family that she is welcome to come and go as she pleases and she is around quite often. I think I am going to take advantage of that. We have a semi similar background engrossed in dysfunction. Thoughts on life are very similar, even up to the point of thinking that the kids that we have (respectively) will be a little odd themselves.

I want to toy around with this situation. I want to bleed it out, and see how far things can go.

I have been feeling weird lately. I like my image for the most part. I don't wanna look like a freaking prep. I don't want to look like a goth. Yet I feel the need to clean up a bit more. Wear more khakis. I got my Adidas shoes and they feel and look pretty good. Style. It is what I need to redefine. My hair is now short. It isn't all over the place like it used to. I loved that look, and still do, but I want a break for a lil bit. I want to see what subtle changes do.

I am hooked. All different things. Not even by the time my first piercing was done was I already thinking about what my next project would be. I need to pick up a guitar again... and start playing. Having fun. Enjoying life again. I feel like I want and need to. Only recently have I really thought about it. For 3 years I have slaved away at a dead end job. Well I shouldn't say that. It didn't get bad until about a year ago. I think it is time for me to move on as well. Join the enemy? Perhaps. I will be just as expendable there. I need somewhere that is not as restrictive. Somewhere where I won't have to worry about covering up my piercing. Where I won't have to lie through my teeth to customers. Where I can have fun again. Maybe just somewhere where I get paid what I deserve. I don't really know. I just know that I want something better. I am going to get it.

How have I wasted so much time. High school was a waste. Most of the classes were either for nothing, or they weren't what I should have been taking. I regret that now. I regret some of my past relationships. Well maybe not, but the way things went down wasn't the way it should have been. I have had my good moments and bad ones, and have learnt from mistakes made. Bite me. Scratch me. Tie me down, then let me do the same to you.

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