skaterpunk

I have forgotten to say that yes, my New Years resolution is going into effect. I should have started it earlier, but I have not had the time. Things are going to change. I'm tired of taking everyone's crap, and disregarding it. I'm tired of people thinking that they can walk all over me. I'm tired of not holding grudges. I want to be an anarchist to society once again. I want to make people feel uncomfortable if they deserve it. I have been used so much lately by almost everyone. To the ones who haven't, well, I hold you in high regards. To all others, be warned. I am not going to be as pleasant a person as I once was. I am going to go back to the way that things used to be. While I will still have an optimistic point of view for myself, I am going to be a lot more taking, and a whole lot less giving. I am not going to forget things from here on out. It just isn't fair anymore. I have been through too much. My world was governed by what other people decided. That is not the way I want to live anymore. I want absolute control. There are those of you that will miss the way I used to be. Then there are others who will welcome the change. I was easy going, and didn't really care what happened, as long as everything came out okay in the end. I am not going to live for the future anymore. It is going to be for the present. People die, many before they are able to really contribute their own little bit to the world, and I am not going to let life pass me by. Judge me if you will. Yet, don't be surprised if I tell you to F off. This is my self-realization.