In the parking lot of the bank today I got out of my car and before I had the chance to close my door the lady parked next to me opened her door (probably without looking) with all the force she could hitting both me and my door....and I said sorry....she said oops while giving me a dirty look. I then walked to the bank noticed that I was bleeding and then back to my car where I saw the dent her door left in mine. This is when my day went down hill, on the way home my brakes stopped working and I didn't make it to work. Also realized that grades come out soon I don't think I'm going to pass Biochem meaning I won't be able to graduate. I'm not ready for the real world. Also as much as I love living in my current house with my current roommates (we all get along really will best group I've ever had) I don't think I can handle living here anymore because I'm in love with Colin (one of the roomies) and he doesn't feel the same way. Its just too hard emotionally to be so close everyday (we are family) but know that he will never be mine.
smaptie:
Akkkk too much stuff. Need to break it down. Take one thing, pick just one. Then work that problem. And fuck the lady. You are ready for the real world. I've been feeling that way for years and years and still manage to function.