I feel the need to update, just because I haven't in a while. Um, let's see, I had an exciting weekend. A bunch of JETs rented out cabins at a camp site, grilled a ton of food, drank a shitload, and went skinny dipping in the river. Some played miscellaneous musical instruments (bongos, mandolins, ukeleles). A bunch of us hooked up our DSes one afternoon and did wifi multiplayer Mario Kart and Tetris.
I've felt very meh lately, physically and emotionally. Tuesday I came home sick from work, and yesterday I called in. Nothing life-threatening, probably mostly due to massive sleep deprivation, I've been sleeping like shit lately. But I also can't get into anything. I sit at home, and there are a ton of things I want to do (knit, work on costumes, play video games), but then I don't. I want to, but I don't, if that makes sense. I end up watching dvds, reading magazines, and futzing on the internet. But I should be knitting or styling my wigs or something. Something creative and productive. I have, however, been good about playing piano at least a little every day. I bought a keyboard from one of the returning JETs, and so far I've been using online lessons for a start.
I've felt very meh lately, physically and emotionally. Tuesday I came home sick from work, and yesterday I called in. Nothing life-threatening, probably mostly due to massive sleep deprivation, I've been sleeping like shit lately. But I also can't get into anything. I sit at home, and there are a ton of things I want to do (knit, work on costumes, play video games), but then I don't. I want to, but I don't, if that makes sense. I end up watching dvds, reading magazines, and futzing on the internet. But I should be knitting or styling my wigs or something. Something creative and productive. I have, however, been good about playing piano at least a little every day. I bought a keyboard from one of the returning JETs, and so far I've been using online lessons for a start.
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oxy:
i know exactly how you feel...there are so many things i want to do....and instead i just sit about with no energy, watching tv that i dont really want to watch.
joker_:
Blah is always rough.