Last night I was reading a thread about the downside of being a SuicideGirl. Someone pointed out how if you do it, people you haven't seen in years will find you. Old friends. Worst enemies. Former schoolmates. Which got me thinking: What if there are other people I know who are SuicideGirls?
There are two people who I know are SGs. But I started wondering, what if people I used to go to school with are on the site? That was kind of a surreal thought for me. I'm not about to start searching through 900+ girls just to satisfy my curiousity, but it is an interesting prospect. The "worst enemies" comment made me think of some of the people I hated back then, but it's not like it matters, since I obviously approve of SG.
In other news, lately I feel like I lose at life. Or at least at the romantic component of life. It's not because of Valentine's Day; that "holiday" doesn't sway me one way or another, whether I'm paired off or not. It's just that I finally took an interest in someone, which for me is a rarity, and he wound up snogging someone else right in front of me, after I thought he might have been interested too. So it put me back into the mindset I had a couple months ago, "Why would anyone be interested in me? What do I have to offer?" I'm not as down on myself now as I was then, but it still doesn't make me feel great to get a slap like this.
There are two people who I know are SGs. But I started wondering, what if people I used to go to school with are on the site? That was kind of a surreal thought for me. I'm not about to start searching through 900+ girls just to satisfy my curiousity, but it is an interesting prospect. The "worst enemies" comment made me think of some of the people I hated back then, but it's not like it matters, since I obviously approve of SG.
In other news, lately I feel like I lose at life. Or at least at the romantic component of life. It's not because of Valentine's Day; that "holiday" doesn't sway me one way or another, whether I'm paired off or not. It's just that I finally took an interest in someone, which for me is a rarity, and he wound up snogging someone else right in front of me, after I thought he might have been interested too. So it put me back into the mindset I had a couple months ago, "Why would anyone be interested in me? What do I have to offer?" I'm not as down on myself now as I was then, but it still doesn't make me feel great to get a slap like this.