It's weird, but sometimes I wish I could force trust in people. There are several friends of mine who are friends, but I'm not that close to them. I have plenty of close friends who I know well, but there are others who I'd like to know what it is I have to do to earn their trust. I am, as one guy so flatteringly put it, a "fucking Taurus bitch", which means I'm very loyal and down-to-earth (and stubborn as hell, which is what he was so pissed about. Not my fault I wasn't attracted to him, he had been fucking throttled with the ugly stick. Like, mangled with it. And I'm not that superficial, but damn). But the point is, I know I'm someone to confide in, but I want them to know it to. I'm fully aware that this isn't the sort of thing you can just decide or force, I just wish it was on occasion.
I was also thinking again about the irony of the time I spent living with my ex. You'd think I'd get laid more living with the guy instead of living 5 hours apart. But I spent most nights masturbating to his British porn mags before bed because he never fucking came home from work at night.
<--- what is that, a Mexican wrestler?
I was also thinking again about the irony of the time I spent living with my ex. You'd think I'd get laid more living with the guy instead of living 5 hours apart. But I spent most nights masturbating to his British porn mags before bed because he never fucking came home from work at night.
<--- what is that, a Mexican wrestler?