Ok, I guess I'm finally ready to come to terms with this. I didn't think I would use this journal, I have an LJ. No, you can't read it. I didn't want to have a presence on this site. Paying for pictures of boobs? I can totally get that free elsewhere on the internet, or by looking down my shirt. Although I have to admit I joined for the SuicideBoys pics as much as the Girls. I like cock, what can I say. Even though some of the pictures are just rediculous. When a girl poses in certain ways, it's hot. When a guy does it, it's laughable. Just sayin', pick your poses carefully dudes.
Anyway, here I am. And I'm also coming to terms with how I got here. I knew about SuicideGirls before. I originally heard about it in an article I read on the revival of burlesque. I didn't know about the web site yet but the stage show was covered. Some time after that I caught the "Real Sex" ep where it was featured. So know I knew what it was. But I still didn't join until recently, when a friend/friendly acquaintance of mine mentioned she would be joining the ranks. So I was curious, not to see my friend's naked tits but rather to see what SG was about. I felt really wrong though, like people would think I was just a perv who wanted to see my friend's naked tits. I guess that's another part of why I thought I should keep quiet here.
To be honest, I really don't look at the photos in a sexual way. I mean, obviously they are sexy and I can appreciate that, but I look at them more for the aesthetics: body type, make-up, costumes, settings, all that shit. No, really. Like I said before, I like cock. But I definitely appreciate good-looking women. Part of what intrigued me about the site was its claim that it's a revival of burlesque and pin-up art, and I love that stuff. Sometimes I think about concepts or outfits I'd use if I ever did a set, but I don't see that happening. I have a long-standing no-nudity policy for myself. Complete opposite of my ex, really. I think everyone in town saw his schlong.
So I've decided I can use this journal in ways I wouldn't want to use my LJ, particularly when it comes to musings on sex. There are some people who read my LJ who I just don't think need to know that much. But since this site is pretty much based on it, and since I have a bit more anonymity (at least at this point), I'm more inclined to talk about that stuff. Like how I haven't had sex in seven months, and I haven't had a partner-induced orgasm in over a year. Whew, I needed to get that out. That won't be the entire content, but definitely a component missing from my other PG-13 writings.
Anyway, here I am. And I'm also coming to terms with how I got here. I knew about SuicideGirls before. I originally heard about it in an article I read on the revival of burlesque. I didn't know about the web site yet but the stage show was covered. Some time after that I caught the "Real Sex" ep where it was featured. So know I knew what it was. But I still didn't join until recently, when a friend/friendly acquaintance of mine mentioned she would be joining the ranks. So I was curious, not to see my friend's naked tits but rather to see what SG was about. I felt really wrong though, like people would think I was just a perv who wanted to see my friend's naked tits. I guess that's another part of why I thought I should keep quiet here.
To be honest, I really don't look at the photos in a sexual way. I mean, obviously they are sexy and I can appreciate that, but I look at them more for the aesthetics: body type, make-up, costumes, settings, all that shit. No, really. Like I said before, I like cock. But I definitely appreciate good-looking women. Part of what intrigued me about the site was its claim that it's a revival of burlesque and pin-up art, and I love that stuff. Sometimes I think about concepts or outfits I'd use if I ever did a set, but I don't see that happening. I have a long-standing no-nudity policy for myself. Complete opposite of my ex, really. I think everyone in town saw his schlong.
So I've decided I can use this journal in ways I wouldn't want to use my LJ, particularly when it comes to musings on sex. There are some people who read my LJ who I just don't think need to know that much. But since this site is pretty much based on it, and since I have a bit more anonymity (at least at this point), I'm more inclined to talk about that stuff. Like how I haven't had sex in seven months, and I haven't had a partner-induced orgasm in over a year. Whew, I needed to get that out. That won't be the entire content, but definitely a component missing from my other PG-13 writings.