sk8tjunkie

well my life just gets more complicated everyday. been hanging out with the ex boi of 3 years i havent talked to him since i broke up with him 6 months ago,..and now i want him. Breaking up with the boi now that i thought i loved and wanted to marry im so sad,... hes just so damn mean and crazy all of a sudden. i dunno what it is,..anger problems and i cant handle that shit. but i kinda wanted to get back with my ex a month or so ago...i dunno if i wanna get back with him or if i just miss him. dont you hate relationships that are great and would be great if all the other drama and bullshit werent there,...its like its so close but so far away,..man im feeling so lonely and emo today
im at my dads because i didnt want to go home to my boyfriend,..big fight.

so im saving some money and im going to wait to get my very own apartment until august. that will be better for me.
im so scared of life now and everything i feel like i have noone. All my friends have bois and they rather hang out with them, im not use to nto having a boi, my parents are in a divorce and its so hard being around them... it just sux im sawree,..ill shud up,...