sk1special

Ah. Being "asleep" and actually getting rest - two different things. Fuck. I dont know though I used to sleep like a hour a week. So improvement yeah? I Need a job.. or well, a career. For me that means something I like doing, that will not only pay the bills enough to survive, but actually make some money, that Keeps me motivated to work, that improves or changes My world, if not The world. Elite soldier? IT inventor? History professor? I dont mean Blow up the damn planet. I just mean ..say. Be someones elementary school teach..that inspires them to study history..dedicate time to it later in life. Maybe discover a fossil..that changes how we view our evolution. *shrug* but at the same time.. i need to provide for my self.. my family..friends..and actually Survive with a sense of comfortability restrained to this modern societies view on what Life IS. You need wwhat. 50 - 100k a year in the US. To make that kindve money..you get a couple choices. Go to school for a few years ( how am i paying for that + family and not killing my self while actually having time to be a parent? ) sell drugs ( good for awhile if you can not go to prison or get killed by a rival and make enough to retire bad opts there ) or get lucky with and make a new supa egg beater that sells on hsn and makes bank. but then you gotta think of something original. patent it . find the customers. get money for commercials and product research and testing and approval. or be a amazing sports star. shits fucked. yes. if you loos alot of your life..for a few years. you can make money later. on the other hand..the jobs i can currently get. like furniture mover.. id make 20k a year. to haul pianos and fridges up and down Other peoples million dollar homes all day..and get told to keep the 7 dollars left over.. from there 2,000 dollar move. and shit like that is spawning occupy. some points good . some not. look Someone Has Got To Be Poor. For Anyone To BE Rich. there is a low for every high. No that gap should not be that big. but unless everyone is truly happy with a mediocre bland lifestyle. safe secure no worries. but not Amazing. Not Great. Nothing to actually Drive anyone. then someone has got to be in a gutter. Im just not gonna let that be me.