I truly have no idea what to say...like now I'm drawing a complete blank! I have so many things on my mind and no clue how to express my self. this wasn't so before..I was so blunt, to a fault that I'd be obtuse. Now I can't stand people! I feel that people stare all the time. Why? cause I'm in a wheelchair, and it's not new thing for me. I've been in a chair for 20years, and had drugs and alcohol that helped be numb. my 20th anniversary was on the 13th. I was shot on feb. 13th, 1992