sjpunk

ok...so i went to the oral surgeon yesterday for my consultation and x-rays and it turns out i have to get all four of my widom teeth extracted..... . my bottoms are impacted and the top are already comming through my gums. and the doctor said that i should be knocked out for it ( which i wanted anyway ) cause my bottom left one is right against the nerve and so she would rather i be asleep. so now im hella nervous about that cause she said that because of the whole nerve thing i could have temporary nerve loss or sometimes...very rare..but it could be PERMANENT. yikes!!!!! thats scury.....plus im trusting this surgeon that i dont even know to put me to sleep and cut and slice my mouth all up and trust that their doing it right.....ummm....yeah..and my insurance doesnt cover being knocked out so i have to pay for that outta pocket....$360.00.... ....that sooooo sucks. i can handle tatts..piercings....having two kids..( all natural ) and anything else..but when it comes to dental work...i freak.....im sooo incredibly nervous. especially when they listed all the things that can go wrong...the whole thing just makes me wanna .
they better prescribe me some nice strong drugs , cause it takes something strong to have an affect on me ( i think i did too many in the past ). but i usually have to take more than other people to work.

soooo.......until its over and done with my nerves are gonna be a total mess.....