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oh no!!!!
baby dont leave me...

you will keep in contact through email though right?? I dont want to lose touch with you.

I'm sorry I didnt read this before. this week has been hectic.

I'm sorry for whatever happened..tell me in email if you want.

I love you

miss you sweetie. I see you're not grey...did you just not cancel? lol.

awww...bummer! why ya leaving?

Awwwww.... so sad to hear it - but I understand completely.

Good luck with your pregnancy and enjoy those beautiful kiddos of yours!

You are such a special girl!

Best wishes in every way - Jinxi

miss you

love you

tell her happy birthday for me!
they grow up so fast.

miss you. hope to talk soon..

this song makes me think of you my love.

Default- Carry on

I know that life ain't always good to you.
I've seen exactly what its put you through
Thrown you around and turned you upside down and so you
You got to thinking there was no way out
You started sinking and it pulled you down
It may be tough you've to get back up
Because you know that life ain't over yet
I'm here for you so don't forget
You can count on me
Cause I will carry you till you carry on

Anytime you need someone
Somebody strong to lean on
Well you can count on me
To hold you till the healing is done
And every time you fall apart
Well you can hide here in my arms
And you can count on me
To hold you till that feeling is gone

I wonder why nobody's waiting on you
I'd like to be the one to pull you through your darkest times
I'd love to be the light that finds you
I see a silver lining on your cloud
I'll pick you up whenever you fall down
Just take my hand and I will help you stand
Because you know that life ain't over yet
I'm here for you so don't forget
You can count on me

Cause I will carry you till you carry on
Anytime you need someone
Somebody strong to lean on
Well you can count on me to hold you till the healing is done
And every time you fall apart you can hide here in my arms
And you can count on me to hold you till that feeling is
Gone so you can live today
Seems so long to yesterday
Keep on counting on me to carry you till you carry on
Carry on

You know that life aint over yet
Im here for you so dont forget
You can count on me cause I will carry you till you carry on

Anytime you need someone
Somebody strong to lean on
Well you can count on me to hold you till that healing is done
And every time you fall apart
You can hide here in my arms
And you can count on me to hold you till that feeling is gone
Remember life aint over yet
Im here for you so dont forget
That you can count on me to hold you till that feeling is gone
Remember life aint over yet
Im here for you so dont forget
That you can count on me to hold you till that feeling is gone

hey sweets. how are you today? I'm doin.
my mom calls me at like 11:30am today to tell me gas prices are going up..then all sneaky like tells me that my ex(who I dated for all 4yrs of h.s) supposidly moved back into his parents house..2 doors down from her. and maybe I might want to call him.

what the fuck!? ok. let me tell you this, I never really felt closure with him. it ended bad. and yeah we've hung out a couple times since then but in the back of my mind I always do the "what if" thoughts. bad bad I am.
anyways..so she tells me this..and NO i'm not going to call. but it does mean he's single. because last time I saw him he was living with his gf at her moms house. and he didnt have a job or a car.(lame ass) so if he moved back home that means they broke up.

but goddamn it. I'm tired of wondering where my life would be if I'd had a second chance to be with him. but WHY do I think that? he's the one who cheated on me and broke up with me almost 5 freakin years ago. so why do I wonder. I'm so fucked up.

but I do love you.

it was fun chatting last night!!

ok..after much debate..I'm not going to get my septum done. I'm going to get a nostril pierced..and my lip done. maybe I'll do my septum another time down the road..I dunno.

sounds like you had lots of fun!

I have an interview tomorrow..cooking for a sorority house. LOL. but hey if it pays well...

did you get the packedge I sent you yet?

yeah well I figure I cook every day anyways..lol. but I dont know exactly what they're looking for and it's only through the school year so I'd be out of a job by spring. so I dont know if I feel comfortable quitting my job for something so short.. we'll see.

I need to find a fat paying job so I can save up and do more things and move out there and have a fullfilled life.

My son had stitches twice. Once at 2 and once at 3. It's easier to get them out than in.

oh I'm sure she'll be fine. everything will go well getting the stiches removed and she'll go back to normal after a while. wont take long.

what a fun weekend! I watched some movies too. but they were kinda crappy. almost over the line into soft porn! kinda fun but they were french or whatever and they always leave me kinda feeling like I have no clue whats going on. like what the story is supposed to be. ah well. I like seeing people shag on tv.

Happy Birthday - I'm glad your daughter is alright.

I'm ok. just been workin and being hot. it's been so humid lately. I feel like I'm melting!

and I'm thinking of you, always.