My head hurts, I'm not sure if it's from Phil yelling at me or from drinking last night or from all the meds they were pumping me with, My minds a little foggy as well I have to fuckin think really hard to just type this out, The one med which we will call 'D" cause I can't remember what is called was a huge bag of clear stuff that's giving me this out of the body experience, which I hate.... It's one thing to take drugs to experience things like this.. but to have this shoved on you...it sucks and the doc's said it's gonna last for 2 days.
Ah yes Phil my dearest oldest friend, he's like a brother to me though we do have the occasional pity I;m alone fuck. I have seen him at his scariest, when he threw a guy threw a glass door at a bar because the guy slapped his girlfriend at the bar. Even though he lives in NYC he will drive here in heartbeat if I need him. He's from Staten Island and he has the rich accent, and yes that anger too.
So when he dragged the nurse into the room while we were debating, which he calls it that because he said that he would never fight with me, anyway that poor little nurse looked like she was birthing a elephant, the look on her face lol priceless, I'm sure our "debating" could be heard out of the room and we get vicious , and me being so small and standing up to Phil who is almost 6'4 and is all muscle must have been a scary thing for her. The point in him dragging her in was to tell me that i'm not aloud to be drinking.
So that's it I'm not aloud to be drinking, sigh and I knew this, I was never aloud to, my meds don't work right and it gives me "ticks" in the brain that's the term Doc's use, the real name is this long ass term that I don't feel like looking it up.. so just deal with my laziness kay.
So all this was from my doing, it just finally caught up to me, Phil blames my friends here, but really it's not there fault it's mine , My best friend Kara would shake her head at me each time I got a drink, but she knows I'm my own person and she will never tell me not to do something, actually she has I think since I don't listen she gave up....
mmmmmm I smell food I'm hungry Phil is making food for me and then he has to head back up to NYC, oh and is it great to not have insurance.... the hospitals just kick you out lol....
Ah yes Phil my dearest oldest friend, he's like a brother to me though we do have the occasional pity I;m alone fuck. I have seen him at his scariest, when he threw a guy threw a glass door at a bar because the guy slapped his girlfriend at the bar. Even though he lives in NYC he will drive here in heartbeat if I need him. He's from Staten Island and he has the rich accent, and yes that anger too.
So when he dragged the nurse into the room while we were debating, which he calls it that because he said that he would never fight with me, anyway that poor little nurse looked like she was birthing a elephant, the look on her face lol priceless, I'm sure our "debating" could be heard out of the room and we get vicious , and me being so small and standing up to Phil who is almost 6'4 and is all muscle must have been a scary thing for her. The point in him dragging her in was to tell me that i'm not aloud to be drinking.
So that's it I'm not aloud to be drinking, sigh and I knew this, I was never aloud to, my meds don't work right and it gives me "ticks" in the brain that's the term Doc's use, the real name is this long ass term that I don't feel like looking it up.. so just deal with my laziness kay.
So all this was from my doing, it just finally caught up to me, Phil blames my friends here, but really it's not there fault it's mine , My best friend Kara would shake her head at me each time I got a drink, but she knows I'm my own person and she will never tell me not to do something, actually she has I think since I don't listen she gave up....
mmmmmm I smell food I'm hungry Phil is making food for me and then he has to head back up to NYC, oh and is it great to not have insurance.... the hospitals just kick you out lol....
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I am glad you are ok... drink, dont drink, its YOUR decision. I am not sure I am supposed to be having a beer with my vicodin.. but alas its MY fucking life. I will not condemn OR judge you hun.